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heyya peepz~
damn long didnt update bout myself ady..
lazy to blog...? hmm, mayb..

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Yerpz.. stpm is damn over.. did I said that in my previous previous post..

Anyway, I feel like telling again,, lolx

So this is my faithful calculator.. and I’ve changed my pencilbox..

The pencilbox.. itz lil’ irene’s.. and she cant stop asking me this..

“jie, when u wanna gimme bek my pencilbox??”

“10^th of December..”

After a few hours… on the same day..

“jie, my pencilbox.. faster use lorrr..”

“ah bi, I say ady 10^th of December!!!”

And that situation lasted for my whole stpm.. @@”
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anyway, lets look at what i have now..
i have a new phone..

Guys, meet NoNo.. NoNo, meet the guys..

Yeah, that’s my phone’s name..

He’s gorgeous.. and nice.. and beautiful.. and amazing.. and useful.. and marvelous..

Enuf plz..

That’s one of my pressie for my burfday.. thanks mama and daddy for it..

Im not sure itz frm who though, coz mama bought me Camie, my camera few months ago,

And she said that, that’s my burfday pressie from her.. but now comes NoNo.. so…. I tak tau… hahaxx!.
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Okay, next pressie is from.. firdaus..

He bought me flowers.. 3 red roses to be exact.. (surprise!!)

I mean, he’s the 1^st guy who gave real flowers..

I’ve received flowers before, fake ones.. =.=ll

And a `cute’ birthday card..>.<

Dear, real flowers will wilt and die..

If can, I wanna keep ur pressie longer.. huhux..

But im still grateful! Thx dear!! U’re the best..

And thx for accompanying me for dinner and movie.. ^^

fyi, my sis even named these flowers..
sun-sun, mila-rose, and anaconda..
these 3 names, if u ever watched bleach anime, u'll know who they are.. hahax
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after a few days, the flower.... 'passed away'
sobx3
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Well, that’s all I have for my birthday I guess..

To my frens in kuantan, im sorry that I didn’t call u guys out..

Coz we’re in the middle of exams, and I really don’t wanna disturb u guys..

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okay, moving on next..

im currently enjoying myself at home..

and just came bek from KL..

mama brought us to sunway pyramid... ice skating..

here's lil' irene and celine..
irene is the one with the blue-white beanie on..
and celine is the one with the pink-purple beanie on..
they just wont let go the side.. @@"
as usual, me and elaine are nowhere to be seen.. (ahakz)
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got my hair coloured and highlighted..
im not sure what colour izzit..
reddish-brown? im not sure..
my aunt did it.. @@"
nice~
and that's for xmas! hehexx
cant really see it here though.. gomen gomen..
will try take more visible pictures.. XD
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okayh, i need to off to wrap xmas pressies..
there so many, and i have to clean up my room too.. >.<
bye peepz~
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oh, before that..
let me share something interesting with u guys..
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u sure u got the correct spelling?
or just playing a fool.. xDD

what is wrong with u???

i mean, itz just a fcking game!
and itz my 1st time playing diz version,
i left diz game like for...months?
itz the 2nd version, so i expect to see A LOT difference,
and there are... weapons, monsters, life saving stuff, and etc..
i need time to wonder all these things okay??
my brain cant turn and adapt so fast,
im no gamer like u guys, so stop treating me like one!!
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no offence, but u guys really spoil my interest towards this game ady..
"jo, dont sleep!!" (when i was wondering what was i doing)
"jo, cover my back!! whr r u going??" (when there are tonnes of mobs behind me)
"everything becoz of jo!" (WTF!!)
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itz just a fcking game..
like i care bout it now..
thanks guys.. for killing the fun and my interest towards this lovely game..
thanks a million

Left 4 Dead 2 - L4D2

hohohohohohohoho...
i've been missing L4D like shyt..
and now here comes L4D2!!
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i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play
(enuf enuf)
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okayh..
i tink im gonna play it tonite, not sure yet though..
itz gonna thrill me like mad!!! haha
old times old times dude...
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----waiting and keep waiting for them to arrive home----

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dear, im gonna play it! hehex

sashiburi..

ohaiyo gozaimasu minna-san~
today... is freaky saturday for me, coz in a few hours time, im about to go genting for a job interview.. YAY!
anyway, somebody just told me a lil' bout interview stuff.. so i tink i can handle it.. hahax!
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oh yah.. STPM IS GONE!!!! STPM IS FINALLY OVER!!
but.. i dont really have the merdeka feeling in me..
i tink i did really badly, so.. u know..
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im at KL now.. and freaking nervous now.. dammit!
well, im 19 u know, big gal ady.. so cant alwiz rely on mama to do something..
yerpz, im alone in diz!! well not technically.. my bro is going wif me..
but the interview part and meeting the people, im alone!! haha..
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talking bout im 19...
yah... my birthday was on 4th of december..
didnt really celebrated it.. itz like in the middle of stpm.. huhux..
so, i just went out with my best fren, my dear feardaus..
just a simple dinner and movie..
and thanks for the flower dear, u're the first.. and i dont want u to buy it again..
coz... it'll wilt, and i wanna keep ur pressie longer if i can.. hehex...
i'll post the photo of the rose when im free..
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also thanks to my lovey-dovey friends who wished me..
i never knew who wished me in facebook till....today? haha
ianz fan shu <--- on the 3rd ady wished.. =.=
aliff <--- 15 mins to midnite

babi grace <--- ngam ngam 12! wow!!
shamini
kheeshaa
dhaseni
aunt angeline
julius
amos wong
taufiq
sheng yau
julian kew
jarred
hui wey
tory
ah kee
rebekah
winston
loonZ kor
k.joe
nico
aimi
arnie
nadia yaya
afifah
kied-kun
hou shu ying
yi-tsiang
jo ann
yeen lee
joon kit
faiz
e qian
choy sk
J.J hitz.Fm <--- wow??
sashi
yan SK
anil
wen jie
anna benice
misaki
sh.natasha
kevin lim
alyssa lai
prasyaanth
jia li
tet loon
nea kamaruddin
chiu yee
skye-chan
adibah
xin yi
chi yan
jo yeen
nara
goh thian shong
joshua thong <--- damn long didnt see u ady
kelvin
gary daddy
wendy mei
evelyn johanna
fazrina
marzida
nantini <--- MUAX!
evolve gaming <--- ???
yeong lee
wai kit <--- wai wai
jess
hilmy
aini
angel ang <--- feel blessed on my birthday XD
carlmin
vincent
amalen <--- baru ambik double base exam
tina
ng jie yin
esther
chien li
shu ying
evonne <--- pukul 11.30pm baru wish.. =.=ll
firdaus <--- he wants to be the last to wish me..
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im sorry if i missed out anybody..
will just top it up when i remember.. hahax
or better, remind me plz....
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okiex, gtg get ready now..
wish me luck.. ^^

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gambarimasu!!

cant sit still..

hey hey!
emo (post previously) was just for awhile..
now im all better!! hehex~
feel not so burden anymore.. light! ^^
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anyway, exam is less than 2 weeks time..
*nervous*
everybody is nervous okay?? lol~
i've been studying... *yay*
but i tink my results wont go anywhere near "flying colours" oso.. xDD
nvm nvm~ i've predicted it, so, i wont be that sad when i take my results....kot? >.<
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to all my frens who's having exam now..
-firdaus, hilmy, sou-kun and others-
GOOD LUCK!!!
*they're finishing ady anyway* =.=ll
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datz all i guess..
got to go back and STUDY..
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janne.

when voice from your heart cries..

That's enough..

wake up Jolene..

this is not your fantasy world anymore..

this is reality.. this is real..

dont dream the impossible..

and dont even think of making the impossible, to be possible..

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what makes your heart to be as hard as stone?

why dont you even try, to learn and accept others?

open up your heart.. because you dont have to bear all these alone.. all by yourself!

there's always somebody you can share your problems with,

and you know that, this person will always be there fpr you..

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and another thing..

why should your heart be too soft when it comes to unnecessary situations?

dont let soft and sweet words blinded you..

take in a bit, but not too much..

coz, you're easily being distracted, and therefore, easily being manipulated..

soft-hearted at times like these, will only lead you back to your mistakes again..

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always think this way...

"YOU'VE BEEN BLINDED BY YOUR IDIOTIC FANTASIES"

"YOU'VE BEEN LIVING A LIE"

that will always remind you your current situation, your current mistake..

eventhough i know itz hard for you, just force yourself to think that way..

trust me, you'll feel a lot better and less-worried.

and at the same time, you wont go back to your mistake, to your dark-times again..

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wake up Jolene..

that's all im asking from you..

from now on....

no more...

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From ::

voices from your heart..

sick le sick le...

hahaha..
izzit my routine ady to come here to every wed or thurs? xDD
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kinda sick.. y now????
cough + cough + cough..
stomach pain + stomach pain + stomach pain..
*grrr*
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hmmm.. recently, i was kinda happy..
ok ok, REALLY HAPPY! (if not someone will terasa)
somebody who is really sweet, came by my house and made me happy..
but yet, i turned him down by being a jerk, and made sour face the whole day,
accusing you talking to other girl! (hey, datz true!), accusing you not needing me anymore,
accusing you dont love me anymore, and many many more..
wasted~~~~
anyhow, he's not angry, and i began to realise that im acting stupid,
only half an hour before he sent me home..
i promise you, no more next time behaving like dat.. okiex? >.< .
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good luck in exam dear! ^^
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so sorry... >.<

thx for the memories..

bcoz of u dear, u made it possible..

i'll wait for our next time..

*hugs and kisses*

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P.S. I Love You

roulette

here i am again, at the cc.. hahax!
i tink diz is the only time i can update a bit..
i dont want my blog to be so so dead.. >.<
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hmmm.. bout all the photos, clearly i cant upload here,
so i'll upload only after STPM k? huhux
itz not long, so DONT WORRY.. 27 days left le..
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studies... erm.. im trying to force myself to study all day,
coz i kept reminding myself, "Jo, only for diz month...plz?"
and so, yah, im trying my best to study now..
trying my very very best..
for those who are still UNAWARE that exam is coming..
plz.....here i am pleading everyone to do their best, just for this f**king month..
then, u guys can have as much fun as you guys like..
itz not like im the study type too, but i tink now i realise that,
if i dont make full use of this month, my life later will be much different..
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datz all..
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hey hey hey...

hey peepz..
im at the cc beside KA now..
so, im blogging diz in around.......5 minutes? hahax
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itz been super long since i last updated my blog..
and many many things happened too.. @@"
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firstly, welcome back xiang...
waiting for ur pressie from Liverpool.. ^^
miss yah so so much~
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secondly, congratulations upon ur wedding ah bi jie~
wish you all the best and happy forever wif ah liang kor kor~
*ang pou ang pou* hehex!!
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thirdly, congratulation for all the upper 6 students..
u guys have graduated.. haha..
and to us indian dancers, congratz too..
alot of ppl liked it..
even pengetua.. ^^
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then.... to all the people who celebrating their birthdays this month : :

1st Oct - Vincent

2nd Oct - Andre Kor

3rd Oct - Ianz Fan Shu

7th Oct - Zul Kor and Uncle Sam

15th Oct - Koh Chin Tong

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

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i guess that's all le..

really gt nothing to write..

jaane~

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that's the first time..

painful, yet experienced..

thank you..

P.S. Im thinking of you

final blow

itz nearly 3.30am now..
and yah, im still onlining..
not that i dont wanna sleep early,
there's just too many things on my mind right now..
all are important, and i dont know which to solve first..
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i've learn my lesson today..
only today?? i alwiz learnt my lesson too late..
and now, i shall not think much bout it..
one down, few more to go..
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there are others.. but i really feel that i cant handle it alone..
i need strenght from God..
i need advice from my dear friends..
i need good listeners who will listen to my plea..
i need you..
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need to change the globe a bit.. @@"

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yah.. itz unfair..
but im still here, standing strong.. or acting to be strong?
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im going to bed now..
trying to get some sleep..
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advanced sorry again if i didnt update.. >.<
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thanks sai lou for accompanying me..
muax for u.. ^^
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itz been long..

diz is for you..

"I Love You"

and it shall forever be yours..

"Pau Song" - by Elaine

ELAINE IS ANNOYING~~

ELAINE IS IRRITATING~~

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she's currently lying down on my bed..

and singing the "Pau Song"

which is really really irritating!

itz a chinese song, where the singer sings out the names of all types of 'pau(s)'

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she kept singing...

♫♪ Jolene pau.... Lene Jo pau....

Elaine pau.... Laine E pau....

Ah Joe pau.... Joe Ah pau....

Ah Xiang pau.... Xiang Ah pau....

Evon pau.... Von E pau....

Celine pau.... Line Ce pau....

Irene pau.... Rene I pau.... ♫♪

and so on and so on and so on~~~

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after singing all our relatives' name,

she sang all my friends' name..

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after singing all my friends' name,

she sang all the anime characters from Bleach, Shakugan no Shana, Detective Conan and etc..

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and she just cant stop!!

arrrggghhh!!

i dont know whether i should slap her or continue laughing..

bt what i know is, i cant stop laughing now.. @@"

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oh no..

she's laughing like shyt now..

i feel like slapping her, seriously.

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Love Drunk

oowhh..
screw the title.. i just love that song recently.. LOL
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anyway, hey peepz!!
to tell you guys something..
i wont be onlining frequently anymore..
so, i wanna say advanced sorry to my readers 1st.. (though i doubt there's any)
hahaha!
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okayh.. back to topic..
i've been practicing Indian Dance for our Graduation Night..
to those who wanted to know,
our Graduation Night will be on 9th of October 2009 at MS Garden Hotel..
we've decided to dance on that night,
coz that'll be our last dance together this year..
-SAD-
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and yes~ im gonna wear a saree.. a brown saree..
i get to wear it for the first time in my life..!
itz just a long cloth, and turn here and there, ta-da!! a saree for you Jo!
of coz for the 1st time, i find it difficult to move around,
and i have to walk really awkward-ly.. even Dhaseni's mom asked y i was walking like dat..
understand me plz!! >.<
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special thanks to::
Jeyanthi , for the pretty saree
Dhaseni , for hospitality, food and dance moves
Kheeshaa , for dance moves
Shamini , hmmmm... ada jasa ke budak nih? ooo, ada ada.. for brighten up my days!! haha penting tuh.. xD
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okayh, here are some pic.. enjoy!~
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Jeyanthi, shamini, grace and me

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really hope that it'll be okay..

coz i practiced only for 2 friggin' days!! =.=ll

and luckily that day i recorded..

then i can at least learn the steps at home when im free..

now, the indian songs are circling in my head.. @@"

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nothing more i guess..

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to you dear,

im sorry.. really sorry..

just tell me you forgive me..

i cant promise you that there's no more next time,

but i promise you i'll try..

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shyt

i didnt expect it to happen..

nor having any weird feelings bout it..

we were lonely, we need company..

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i miss that feeling, i want it back..

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regret or no regret
it happened..
guilty or no guilty
itz up to u to decide..
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bad red wine
-drunk-

My Raya KL-Genting

heyya peepz!!

i just came bek from my Raya holidays..

went KL and then to Genting..

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okayh.. at first, we went to KL early in the morning, 20th Sept

to visit the Zoo.. =.=ll

i hate diz place.. itz like i can memorize all the animals and the route here!!

but still......sigh

here are some photos taken..

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this is the nicest pic that i took wif mama before..
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Celine's leg is gonna fall apart real soon.. @@"

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then after that, me and Elaine and Evon asked my sai lou, Joon Kit out,
to play BoWLinG! hehex.. at Times Square..
no pic le.. paiseh~
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at nite, we fetched Joe over, and planned to watch a movie..
"where got ghost"
i described it at my previous post ady..
while waiting time to fly..
we went yum cha~
and took pic around leisure mall
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the next day (21th Sept), we went to Genting Highlands..

lazy to say everything.. just look at the photos..

u guys will know the whole story.. LOL

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waiting for the bus to come and take us to Skyway from Awana

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marie : preventing H1N1

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mama wanted to kill me? @@

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with Mr.Clown

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this is the baby that i get to know when we were lining up..

after so many lines, at last she responded to me and say 'Bye Bye'

how cute!

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we shall not waste our precious time lining up..

we shall play CARDS!! haha

everyone around was looking at us.. XDD

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jo3, i cant believe i'll say diz, but u look ok here.. haha

maybe coz it'z candid.. xD

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these 3 crazy ppl..

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a band from i dont know where.. @@

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we're the Queens! =p

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lemme tell u what we were doing..

after Ferris Wheel, we were bored,

coz we have to wait for the others at Go-Kart..

so we took many nonsense photos..

this one, shows that we we 'looking' at them when they'res in line.. =D
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this one, as written..

we were acting 3Mo..

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diz doesnt really looked emo to me..

i was talking wif mama on the phone..

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this looks really REAL and NATURAL!

lurve diz!

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this is nice too!! hehe

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at MarryBrown..

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we're at Merry-Go-Round..

too bored with long lines i tink..

hahax!

. im gonna print this out and put into a photo frame..

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oopsz MARIE! i 'accidentally' uploaded diz!

hahax~ let everyone see the real u.. xDD

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Jo and JoE

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while waiting for the others playing Space Shot,

me and Joe tried archery..

expensive-nyer~~

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nice one bro..

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then my poor camera was out of battery..

hmm.. we went indoor after that, and rushed back to the hotel to celebrate mama's birthday..

due to no more battery in my camera,

no photos were taken.. >.<

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that nite, we drank red wine..

we arent supposed to drink a lot actually..

it contains 12.5% alcohol in it..

although the next day ny i found out the percentage of the alcohol.. LOL

but that nite, me & marie & joe drank A BIT.. not much actually..

then we...uhh....erm...kinda drunk.. HAHA

maybe coz we frequently drink it, and plus the laughter and more.. @@"

i forgotten when i fall asleep oso.. sigh

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the next day (22th Sept),

is the day for us to go back home..

but still, photos taken.. tee-hee

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LOL..

who's idea was this again?

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lil' irene and celine

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daddy..mama..aunt lily..uncle simon

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3 families here..

my family

evon's family

uncle jeffrey's family

and joe sesat alone.. xD

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the Awana Tower Hotel

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celine and me

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this is beautiful..

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this shitty red wine caused everything!!

argh~

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the mafia of the day..

grrrr~

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there goes my Raya holiday..

simple rite?

but i gained a lot things here..

it shall be in our memories.. ^^

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