the greatest moment in my life..

i cant believe it at all..

all my life i never thought that he's gonna do that..

and well, he did!

im happy..!!

and at the same time... dont know what to do..

.

im tired..

will sleep in the car later..

off to melaka..

.

datz all..

.

sayonara..

.

""we have hopes coz we have love""

.

~(JoLeNe)~

.

cant blame u..

itz not what u want..

u cant control it, and i understand it alot..

thanks anyway.. ^^

P.S. I Love You

finally, i've got it!!

firstly... wanna wish Ah Yip a Happy Birthday!!
she's older than us by a year..
and that makes her 20 diz year! haha
dun worry.. u still look young.. *winks

.

after days of waiting..

i finally got the song!!

on the way to buy food for my sisters jz now,

i got back my pendrive from him..

.

GOSH~~

cant wait to learn up that song..

they said the song is still "raw", not yet done the mixing yet..

but still, it sounded ok to me..

except syauqi's pronounciation... erm...

nvm umar..

ur wife-to-be will give all the comments u want.. hehez~

.

oh yah..

i signed up to Plurk ady..

saw nana-chawn has it.. ^^

so, im kinda like newbie in it..

sila beri tunjuk ajar!!

add me if u want to.. hahazz~~

datz all..

sayonara..

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

.

practice break..

today's wednesday..
and im at home.. ^^

yesterday i was damn tired..
i have no idea why..
i mean, i've been tired and exhausted very early nowadays..
i cant even stay up late to do homeworks or notes anymore..
and every nite he have to forgive me for not replying his messages..
sry yah syg..
everytime wanted to reply u, but i'll end up either fell asleep or type nonsense to u..
(means i typed in my half-asleep condition)
hahaxx~

i've been practicing my piano the moment i woke up..
and now i really need a break.. *fuh*
getting kinda bored, playing the same thing over and over again.. @@
and i tink my neighbours oso think the same... hahax

oh, i uploaded some photos here..
took it yesterday when i had the videocam with me to tuition..

in gary's new car, Latio!

.

in tuition class..

retarded faces.. @@
.

babi grace's hand got INFECTION!!

coz of grass.. she cant get near to any grassy place..

and she's been scratching it non-stop!

ish~ =.=ll

.

haihz..

i've been thinking..

maybe im being silly yesterday..

only think of me.. selfish~

ppl around me were nervous too bout my piano exam,

but then i see them in a totally different angle..

and scolded them for their kindness..

well, im so sorry..

u know how i'll just act without thinking any further.. @@

.

datz all for now..

have to get my ass bek to the piano.. >.<

.

sayonara..

.

""we have hopes coz we have love""

.

~(JoLeNe)~

.

if only i can multiply myself..

into many me..

>.<

Sicky Tuesday

Itz Tuesday today…
Yah, u guys might be wondering y da heck I get to online today,
As today’s not a weekend..
Hmm.. I kinda know where mom hid the broadband, and of coz, im not totally obedient.. xD

Many of us were sick these days.. especially today..
I got stomach ache early in the morning till 10am+..
And the moment I reach school, I slept in the class right away..
All becoz I was too tired and becoz of my tummy too.. >.<

Our class monitor, Ah Yip.. she went bek home today in the middle of chemistry class coz she was ill..
And we sempat celebrate her birthday before she went bek.. hahax..
Her birthday is supposed to be tomoro, but then she’ll be at UMP the whole day,
So our class decided to celebrate it today.. ^^
Nice choice of cake auntie ng!! damn delicious..
And some people cant see us celebrate birthdays anymore..
Becoz of the previous issue?? Oh my gosh~~ plz plz don’t remind me bout it..!
I cnt believe we cant celebrate other people’s birthday just becoz someone is not happy bout it..
And the words u’ve said “laa, x habis-habis celebrate birthday orang!” really annoys me..
Xkan becoz of you, we must stop giving happiness to others on their birthday by celebrating it??
Go get a life man…~~

Leong oso got serious stomach ache today.. (the 3rd casualty oredy)
Accompanied her to the counselor to make phone call to her mom..
Oh, I saw amin, nizam and pok din at the counseling room..! so long didn’t see them le.. haha
Lucky thing they still recognize me.. ^^

Came bek home.. mom said lil’ Irene and Celine is sick..
Having fever… poor fella!! >.<
But still, im not that worried bout lil’ Irene, coz she still EATS like normal..
Telan dunno how many bananas ady.. @@
And curi makan my Maggie mee (my dinner!) dunno how many times ady..
Irene Irene… eventhough sick, still cant dump old habit.. lolx! =p

Hmm..
There’s something bout my piano exam this coming June..
Yah, im taking Trinity exam on Grade 7..
My 3 songs.. Puck, Sonata in D and Muy Dulce..
Puck and Sonata in D are ok ady..
And sadly to say, I cant even start my Muy Dulce..
Itz not like I don’t wanna play it nicely, but then the song really don’t interest me,
And when the song don’t interest me, I can hardly play it..
My scales? They’re MANY.. they’re A LOT.. but I can only memorize some of it..
And lastly, I didn’t start my Aural yet..

Miss Jo kept saying to my sisters..
“your sister hasn’t been practicing rite?? She’s so gonna flunk!”
“your sister arr.. tell her if she want to continue doing this, she’s gonna flunk her exam!”
“tell your sister don’t enter my class anymore lah, I don’t wanna see her anymore”
Flunk flunk flunk..! fail fail fail..!
These are the only words I can hear from ppl around me nowadays..
And here is what im gonna say to you guys, after being patient for so long..
IF YOU GUYS REALLY WANT ME TO FAIL, I’LL FAIL FOR YOU!
IF YOU GUYS CANT STOP TELLING ME THAT IM GONNA FLUNK, I AM GONNA FLUNK FOR YOU!
IF YOU GUYS KEPT CURSING ME THAT IM GONNA FAIL, I AM SO GONNA FAIL FOR YOU!!
Is that all the encouragement that u can give me?? Where my exam is just around the corner??
What the fcuk??!!! Now im damn pissed..
You never really hear what im problem that im about to tell,
In fact, u said im giving excuses! Excuses! And excuses!

You’re wrong…. totally!

If that is what u wanna think.. go ahead.. I cnt stop u from assuming the worst of me..
But I wanna tell u that.. I do practice whenever I had the chance..
I took my scales book to memorize the scales and arpeggios,
Where I hardly hold my bio book and start memorizing the facts in it!
I GOT NO TIME..
I hardly even touch my school homeworks..
And now what am I suppose to take more notice?
My homeworks and revisions?? Or my piano??
I did badly in my first term, and I don’t wanna do the same thing in my mid year..
But then…. Haihz~ I have nothing more to say bout it..
Im just going to try my best.. datz it..

Proudly, im going to ponteng school tomoro..
And im gonna stay at home all morning.. TO PRACTICE MY PIANO..
And do nothing else…

Datz all..

Sayonara..

“”we have hopes coz we have love””

~(JoLeNe)~

All in th eyes of a boy..
All in the eyes of him..

P.S. I Love You

itz his birthday today!

itz 28th of April today..

which is also Aliff's birthday!

he's the drummer for the band..

and mind you, he totally rawks! =p

.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALIFF..

turning 18 this year..

may ur wishes come true..

be a good boy alright? ^^

gave u ur present one week earlier..

looks like i've made the right choice..

make sure u keep it!!

if not... hmph~ hehe

.

Myspace Happy Birthday Graphics.

here's their song.. ^^

Chromatic Expression

.

My trust in you,

Overused and abused,

Life just carries on,

When you're dead and gone,

When you're dead and gone.

.

Your gaze beams a hole in me,

Your gaze beams a hole in me.

.

I feel my whole world,

Crushed, destroyed completely,

When you're out of here,

Hold you in my arms,

Cast away your tears,

Fight away your fears.

.

One day,

You will pay,

All the price,

It won't suffice.

.

Your gaze beams a hole in me,

Your gaze beams a hole in me.

.

I feel my whole world,

Crushed, destroyed completely,

When you're out of here,

Hold you in my arms,

Cast away your tears,

Fight away your fears.

.
i hope i can learn to sing this song..
coz itz really nice! ^^ hehe

currently waiting for the song from him..
cant wait for it!!~~

and umar..

plz dont charge me royalty payment jz becoz i post ur lyrics here..

huhux..

.

Camping! *Jo's hibernation*

goodness!!
today i tink i broke the record in my entire life..
i've been sleeping for 16 long hours!!
from the time around 5pm in the evening, i slept after i bath..
and i woke up like around 9am the next day..
16 HOURS!! @@
.
there's this funny part happened to me..
my sister, elaine.. she told me what happened yesterday..
during dinner, she came into my room and called me to go downstairs for dinner..
and i responded to her angrily by saying "dont kacau me!!"
and immediately i went bek to sleep..
lol?? i mean, i never had this before.. without me even realising!
coz usually i will noe what im talking, eventhough how tired i am..
.
and another thing was, when elaine came into my room for a goodnite sleep..
usually she'll read some comics first before sleeping..
and she told me that i took my stuffed doll, which is a tortoise (Toi Toi),
i took it on the leg and hit my sister's head hard..
@@ i seriously cant remember doing it man.. looks like im damn tired..
.
when i woke up.. i feel really really thirsty..
for breakfast, usually i wont even finish up my own iced barley, and elaine is supposed to finish it up for me..
but then this morning, i drank finish mine, and plus half of hers..
and still, im darn thirsty..
so, my mom bought two mineral water..
and ended up i drank it up all before we reach the mall.. @@
my mom still can say that im a freak diz morning.. =.=ll
.
the redness in my face had completely gone..
thanks to mom who put on the wet towel for me.. ^^
.
hmm..

bout photos i've taken during camping..

only got a lil' nehx..

x sampai pun 20.. @@

.

in the bus..

while waiting for the driver to come.. .

.

.

and where we stay for the night..

.

the people who stayed opposite our tent..

our neighbour! hahax

hani, chew yee, aimi and puri..

.diz is our tent!

only mine and babi grace's..

all the tent to us.. bwahahahha~ xD

no lah.. we shared with teacher of coz.. ^^

.

.

the 2nd day of camp..

the save-the-casualty-from-slope-and-mud-and-river activity

errrk, sorry, but i really dont know what diz activity called.. @@

anyway, only grace's group i've got the pics..

.

at last, they've made it to the finishing point!!

but with 4 mistakes..

i tink they had to do it again in the end.. >.<

. see that guy in blue?

that's mr.Lee i guess..

guess who's shoes he's taking..

hahaha!! itz grace's..

i tink she tried to avoid wetting her shoe, but then diz fella go and rendam it..

kesian grace... huhux!

.

he's giving it bek to her.. >.<

.these are few of the officers all the way from Kelantan..

they were here to train us..

.and these are the members of group 1..

all tengah emo..

except puri!!

she still can be so happy and jolly..

lolx~ i tink she dont know bout the re-doing yet.. xD

.

erm..

i have only these photos..

paiseh paiseh..

the rest all have to take from teacher lorr..

>.<

when i got those, i'll post it here k? ^^

.

oh yah... the most important part..

the injuries..

.scratch on my hand..

.

oh.. for the 1st time in my life of camping..

a leech bit me..

i only noticed it when im at home, bathing..

i saw blood (a lot!) from the red dot on my left leg..

can see right? @@

.

datz all..

.

sayonara..

.

""we have hopes coz we have love""

.

~(JoLeNe)~

.

i want to be like dat forever..

wish that moment can be repeated over and over again..

P.S. I Love You

.

stupid face

hey guys..
yah, i noe i should be in the St John Camp now..
but something turned up, and i had to come bek home..
all thanks to my our dear teacher and a responsible camp commander.. ^^
.
it all started during the 2nd day (which is today)
the St John officers from Kelantan put some mixture on our faces..
that mixture consist of coal powder (arang), syrup, sugar and coffee powder..
then after that, my group, which is the 4th group, had to do the tali pandu activity..
.
for the tali pandu thingy, the bomba guys were handling it..
we had to wear the mask that the fireman will use when they save people from a burning building..
and we were completely BLINDFOLDED.. cant see a single thing..
and i can hardly breath in that mask..
i tink i breath like Darth Vader? the black-masked guy in Star Wars?
yayayaya... exactly like him.. @@
and itz really like sauna in there.. they're only tiny holes for us to breath.. =.=ll
.
we wore that like..... nearly an hour??
so u cn imagine the mixture on my face is like..."diperap into my face"
den... i cant help but washing it..
i cant do that i tink.. but my face really have the burning sensation..
the moment i took off that mask, i cnt even breath properly anymore..
and there goes... the allergy on my face.. @@
.
i dont tink itz allergy..
ok fine, itz reddish... really red..
but then i cnt feel any itchyness! only a VERY BURNING hot feeling below my face skin..
for me, i still think that i can go on with the activities..
just for safety, teacher called mom to come and have a look at me..
and insisted me to go to the hospital for medication..
aikz~ i really ok ok ler..
.
and ended up, at home rite now..
i still wiping my face with a wet towel..
itz been hours im doing that.. @@
felt kinda guilty leaving babi grace there by herself.. >.<
sry yah grace.... huhuhux!
.
i tink now i have to take a nap..
really darn tired..
.
photos will be uploaded later..
.
datz all..
.
sayonara
.
""we have hopes coz we have love""
.
~(JoLeNe)~

promise u i'll be okay..

^^

meeting before going camp..

aikz~
just went out with umar and alep..
thz umar for fetching me to breakfast..
so nice of u.. hahax..
.
went to Taj to have roti kosong.. so long didnt eat mamak ady.. >.<
and finally i've got the chance to blanja them.. hehe! .
though itz just for a short period of time,
hanging out with them feels really nice..
especially with him along..
oh yah.. u guys really HAVE to give me a copy of ur song..
*im talking to umar*
.
im happy that he's wearing it..
luckily he dont have the intention to give it bek to me..
if not...... huhux! i'll be really heartbroken again.. >.<
last time when he did that, the moment i gave it to him, i nearly didnt talk to him for hours! haha.. guess he knew bout it.. =p .
.
really happy that im able to be with them before my camping starts..
coz i'll totally miss them so much.. huhux~
cant really sms much in the camp too..
im afraid that my battery will be out.. aikz~
.
i seriously need to pack my other stuffs now..
got to off..
.
datz all..
.
sayonara..
.
""we have hopes coz we have love""
.
~(JoLeNe)~
.

if only i can be with u every single day..

itz friday again..

hey, itz friday today..

and guess whr i am?

yah, im at HOME...

proudly to say, i ponteng sch today..

coz itz the Report Card's day for the lower forms..

and even some teachers dont encourage us to come to school today..

or dont even want us to go to shool today? hmmm....

.

last monday, wat we did during Biology Practical?

with cockroaches, and housflies, and mosses?

the moss experiment was QED.. "Quite Easily Done" ^^

and here comes the disgusting and yucky and non-explainable parts..

we have to deal with the houseflies and the cockroaches..

the housefly, ok ok ny.. jz have to pin it and put it into the oven..

.

the cockroach.. was a total nightmare.. @@

we had to disect that insect thru the abdomen, and take out all the intestines..

ok ok, i forgot bout introducing our cockroaches..

diz is my dear ugly cockroach..

mr. Potato

.

and this is babi grace's..

mr. Jackers

.

and we have to do the same thing as the houseflies..

pin it, and put into the oven..

.

ok~ datz it for the disgusting part..

this week... what i did?

hm... oh, i heard the band's new song..

itz the song that i heard them play dat day, when they performed near Kuantan Plaza..

i never knew datz their new song.. till yesterday!

itz totally 100% pure from umar..

and nicely played by the other members..

that was a nice one guys..

remember to give me a copy of that song.. i dunno watz the name.. @@

and that song is like.....stuck in my head now? hahax

.

really got closer to JM..

i wanted to understand her more.. how does it feel to live in such family..

and im happy that i can meet both of them up, in a really hard way..

i can only express my feelings to her, since she's the only one who understands me now..

and she did the same way to me..

i finally got someone to talk to..bout the same situation that we have! ^^

.

oh yah.. talking bout that..

Happy Belated Birthday Azraai! !

though i wished u ytd, but then itz belated here.. hahax..

may God bless u, and lead a wonderful life ahead of u.. ^^

that's totally sincere from me.. =p

.

well, im have to go school oso later..

got St John Camping..

all the way till Sunday..

to somebody who really dont feel like coming..

just say la next time if u dont wanna come..

itz not like im forcing u or wat..

u're the one who agreed that day.. and now itz like u're forced to go coz of me..

.

anyway, im looking forward of having fun there at Taman Pertanian..

itz been so long since i go on camping..

datz y i wanted to go so much.. ^^

.

itz late ady.. itz 9.30am..

i havent bath yet! ! and umar's coming at 10 am.. shyt!!

.

datz all..

.

sayonara..

.

""We have hopes coz we have love""

.

~(JoLeNe)~

oh.. did i tell u mama bought me diz bag?

yah, itz pink.. @@

mind u, itz the function i like, not the colour..

y dont u try, to at least understand?

.

Kiss Me Through the Phone

diz song is really catchy..
caught my attention of coz..
haha~
there u go..
by Soulja Boy ft. Sammie
enjoy~ ^^

[Chorus: Sammie]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
I'll see you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

[Verse: Soulja Boy]
Baby, I know that you like me
You my future wifey
SouljaBoyTellEm yeah you can be my bonnie
I can be your clyde
You can be my wife
Text me, call me, I need you in my life yeah
All that, everyday I need ya
And everytime I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't

[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two
(678) 999-8212

[Chorus: Sammie]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

[Verse: Soulja Boy]
Baby, I been thinking lately
So much about you
Everything about you, I like it, I love it
Kissing you in public
Thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen
Talking on the phone
Baby you so sexy your voice is so lovely
I love your complexion
I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't

[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two
(678) 999-8212

[Chorus: Sammie]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

[Bridge: Soulja Boy]
She call my phone like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
We on the phone like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
We taking pics like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
She dial my number like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)

[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two
(678) 999-8212

[Chorus: Sammie]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

.

gosh..

it was damn hot jz now..
da sun really can kill me! @@
i even went ECM jz becoz there is cold.. lolx!

but itz raining heavily now..
did he make it back home?
im so worried.. >.<
please be home safely..

.

silly-ness

there's a thing that i HAVE to share with u guys..
itz interesting and humiliating and funny to me..
well, if u're interested of coz.. lolx

diz morning after having breakfast, we went to the mall.. Megamall..
went to Popular to get my Organic Chemistry book that Pn Lee asked me to buy..
did some walking around the mall.. (i havent walk with my family at the mall for ages!)
there's a new Giant downstairs replacing Cold Storage.. and mom wanted to go there.. (urghh, aunties!)

at the frozen department, i spotted a few flies.. houseflies.. LALAT!
i straight away think of my Biology Practical tomoro, and that i dont have any flies..
so, mom asked me to take the plastics provided there (the big one), and catch those flies since they are barely even moving, dont even mention flying..
but, itz proven that my mom's theory is totally wrong!
to catch those flies, me and my sister Elaine ran here and there, like complete retards!!
the worker there, obviously staring, looking kinda pissed and curious on what we're doing..
in my heart i said "damn this Bio Practical, making me look like a seriously mental!"

itz impossible for me to catch the alive and flying ones..
whereby i should have known earlier, from the beginning before i start running up and down!
so, i asked elaine to catch for me the froze-to-death ones..
coz there's no way i will lay my finger on those pitiful and ugly and yucky creatures..
and on the other hand, elaine love that.. *winks

and the result was a nice and complete 6 froze-to-death houselfies! yay

well, u cant see me doing this humiliating stuff everytime.. lolx~ =p

.

dont think bout it..

im trying so hard no to think bout it..

but the more i resist myself thinking,

the more suffering i get..

i'll tend to think more and more seriously,

and worst..

.

May is coming..

nearer than u can ever imagine..

and soon, somebody is gonna leave me..

and i have no idea when we can meet again..

.

somebody may think that itz useless..

to even think of us meeting again in the future..

but then, i'll just leave everything to fate..

.

i know itz forbidden to love you,

and i know itz sinful for what we're doing..

or what we had done..

but it cant stop me from loving you..

and i know u know that,

i simply cant leave without you..

.

whenever u are,

or whoever u'll be with in the future..

promise me u'll know, that im here..

loving and caring for every single part of u..

though itz gonna be hard for me saying goodbye,

but at least you know..

that I Love You so much..

.

my saturday

oh oh..
before talking bout today (saturday),
let's update bout yesterday (friday) 1st..

on Friday,
school's cool.. as usual.. WE LOVE FRIDAYS!! haha..
learned a lot of stuffs during chemistry, for that 2 hours, we had all the time asking teacher questions..
then, my buzy schedule begins after school..
finish school at 12pm, start tuition from 2pm till 6.30pm, start violin and piano from 6.40pm till 8.15 pm..
and after my music classes, i have a date with my bestest fren ever, Pamella!!
yah, she's bek here, and of coz i've got to go out with her!! ^^

da problem is.... there're ppl who FFK us..
and there left only me and pamme..
itz kinda lonely, so i know exactly who to call..
umar and the gang.... haha..
since they wanted to watch Fast & Furious 4 too, so might as well ny lorr..
ok, since they're jamming till 9.40pm, and the movie is at 10.30pm
me and pamme went to our old lepak place..
HOLIDAY PLANET! hahaxx!! whenever pamme comes bek, we have to go thr..
after buying few stuffs, we went straight upstairs and played..

saw Anna with her crazy gang of gals.. damn noisy! from far i can hear they're voice,
and i recognise straight away "datz totally anna's!"
they're gonna watch the same movie too..

hmm.. as usual, they're late!! *man, i hate u guys becoz of diz!*
and alep wore his specs.. so long didnt see him wear le.. @@ lolx
FAST AND FURIOUS 4 was nice..
Dominic and O'Conner are still my favourites!! ^^

Pamme went bek before me.. im gonna miss her so so very much.. >.<

and thanks umar again for sending me bek home..^^

(even diz is not the 1st time sending me bek, he still cnt rmbr whr i live)

.

ok... about today... Saturday..

it was DAMN HOT!!!

and seriously, i wore only my bra and my short pants at home even the air-cond was on..

coz it was way too hot.. totally sauna..! >.<

Hmmm…
I was being a good gal today at home..
Doing my biology essay questions.. which is like….endless? =.=ll
And about my Biology Practical on Monday, im supposed to collect 1 housefly and 1 cockroach..
ALIVE AND COMPLETE.. but then I really got no idea whr to find them..
Plus fern and mosses.. oh my gosh..~ can I jz buy them from somewhere??
Coz that would make my life much more easier!! >.<

.

The band told me that they’re having a performance in front of Kuantan Plaza.. And asked me if I can go and see them play.. I said i would loved to, of course! Itz been so long that I didn’t see them performed..

.

So, I went there at about 5pm+.. and I only can see them perform only 1 song.. They looked so nervous!! I mean, this is not the 1st time they’re playing, so the nervous-ness shouldn’t be there.. lolx!! Then I have to go bek home, don’t want my mom to question me where I’ve been.. Im so sorry guys.. that I cant be there till the end of ur performance..

But u guys really did well.. especially him.. ngekz~

.

Well, I took some photos and 1 short video only..
I dare not take out my videocam in front of so many other malay guys..
They really freaked the hell out of me..! >.<”

The photos I took, are more or less the same..

So, sorry I don’t have nicer photos than these..

Itz the best I can get.. haha .

syauqi, umar, alep and azraai..

they're nervous faces.. lolx~

.

.
.
.

.

.

.

mama and daddy went to KL ady..

to fetch my grandad to the hospital there..

and left only me and my sisters..

cant go out.. stuck here at home.. >.<

.

datz all..

.

sayonara..

.

""we have hopes coz we have love""

.

~(JoLeNe)~

.

sooner or later..

we have to face it..

P.S. I Love You

wat an update..

hohohoho
im "updating" whr am i rite now..
mwahaha~
Umar is sitting on my right and Alep is sitting on my left..
and Sokey is sitting behind me.. lolx!!
Left 4 Dead is waiting.. #.#

.

updating me

okies.. since i can use my broadband for awhile..
i'll just update whatever happened till today (wednesday)
.
On Monday…
I tot we’re gonna get our “KAD SAKIT” today..
But it ended up raining, and there isn’t any assembly..
Hallelujah! Lolx! Ok ok, I know we’ll get sooner or later.. >.<” Nothing special this day.. School’s normal.. and have to face same old time table, same routine at school.. Kinda bored man, seriously.. @@ Had biology practical, yeast fermentation, and the smells sucks to hell! Planned to go have lunch with babi grace and yip at GC Curry on Tuesday.. But then Alep said y don’t we go today, since Azraai is not working at air klapa.. hahax.. So, we went to eat lunch together.. itz their 1st time there to GC Curry.. And they’re people who were LATE.. guess who..? make me kinda pissed~ But since Alep is there so, bad mood all gone.. lolx! Im so easy to be pleased! Took a long time to decide whether to go for Left 4 Dead with them anot tomoro..
At last, cnt decide oso.. >.< will tell them tomoro.. zzZZzz
.
On Tuesday…
Something really disturbing happened at school..
Which made me cried at school again? Luckily no one was there in the class.. s0bx!
I cant really take it.. blaming me for the things that I didn’t do..
And telling people to behave properly where the attitude of the individual itself need to be groomed..
Cant really talk much bout this topic here..
People will feel offended remember?? *gosh! I cant even express my own feelings here in my blog!*
Forget that fckingly irritating topic.. since mom told me not to be so involved in this thing..
Well, one of the teacher mentioned bout “be careful for those who got no principle or only one principle ar.. Pengetua might wanna see you..”
Oopzz.. am I in that category?? Hmm.. I hope not ba.. @@”
This totally means that we’re gonna get our “KAD SAKIT” next Monday.. shyt
Plan to play Left 4 Dead with the boys hancur.. coz of me.. huhux! T___T
Sry boyz… really felt guilty.. especially to umar..
He was totally not in the mood somemore.. in my heart, I kept saying to myself, “umar is gonna kill me, umar is gonna kill me!!”
Told that to Alep oso.. haha.. I can only stick to him at the backseat.. Felt kinda comfy though.. ^^
Went for lunch at Kemaman Kopitiam.. and I cant finish my food.. and again I was scared to look at umar’s face.. damn scary!
Learn how to pinch and ‘jentik’ from pro Sokey.. Damn he pinched me damn hard, and I can only return that pinch with laughter on his face! Zz
He cant even feel the pain.. FINE! One day im so gonna pinch u till u cry! Hmph~
Went to visit Azraai at his air klapa.. but then I jz sit in umar’s car.. for some reason.. >.<
Thanks to umar for sending me home again.. ^^
.
On Wednesday…
I enrolled myself and babi grace into the St John camping which will be next week..
Since she spent so much time working, I tot that now she have to go relax a bit, by camping!
Hehe! Other of the form 6 cant make it, coz they’re having MUET exam.. aikz~~
Oh, good news!! The blister on my thumb? It finally went off..!! the fluid in it disappear into nowhere, and the skin gradually peel off itself.. fuh~ baru normal sket jari I nih.. hahax
I felt kinda weird today.. maybe coz I dint see the boyz.. seriously, that’s the main reason!
I’ve been hanging around with them for like.. 3 days berturut-turut? I don’t know, maybe coz I didn’t get to see him.. huhux! Miss him la pulak.. haihz~
Oh yah, another thing.. babi grace came with her new st john uniform today! And becoz of her, I have to wear my old uniform, and I cant show off my adult’s uniform during photography session.. =.=ll
Oh nvm~ itz not like itz very important oso.. anyway, u look nice in that uniform le babi.. haha!
well.. i tink no more le.. >.<
.
datz all..
.
sayonara
.
""we have hopes coz we have love""
.
~(JoLeNe)~
.

i miss you like i alwiz do..

u can never leave from my heart..

P.S. I Love You So Much

方炯镔 was here!

hurmm..
i dont know whether the chinese name of his is correct anot.. @@"
maklumlah, i dont know how to read chinese.. >.<
ok, Abin was here at Kuantan Parade..
we met him by accident actually..
after we had dinner on Sunday nite, and went for a walk at Kuantan Parade,
then ny we saw his posters all over the place..
and only then we knew he's coming to promote his album.. lolx!

so, according to my sister Elaine, he's a singer.. who's famous for a song..
"ni shi hao ren, ye shi ge huai ren"
i seriously got no interest in him.. and dont even know the song..! @@
malunyer lah.. ok ok nvm, at least i know him now..
he was LATE for 30 minutes.. =.=ll

a DJ from 988 radio statio... erm... dunno wat's her name though..
entertained us while Abin was on his way..

he sang his famous song..

and sang a few more.. i mean, A LOT more..! wow~

and after talking talking wif the DJ lady, he took his guitar, and started playing wif it while singing..

and lastly, after 1 hour+, the autograph session..

datz wat im waiting for ny actually...

so that elaine can give him sign the album, and i can go bek home and sleep! hahax

*evil me*

if one Abin's fans came across my blog, she'll totally kill me.. >.<

the end..

wanna wish a very good luck to Abin.. hahax

.

missing them.. *randomly*

suddenly, i missed my form 5 life..
i dont know why, but i jz missed all my frens from that year..
coz since i entered form 6, none of my frens were left here in SMART,
except shamini of coz.. haha~

Nantini..

diz was during taekwando dinner 2007

one of my best fren since form 2..

.

and diz was during Form 5 class party 2007

she's caring, just like my elder sister..

(erm, actually she's younger than me by 11 days)

but still, im alwiz the immature one..

and she'll be the leader to guide me all the way..

solved a lot of my problems, from academics till personal stuffs..

a very good advisor and motivator..

.

i still remember, every year when we had taekwando tournament,

she'll motivate me and give me all the supports that she can give..

will cheer for me, and share the joy with me..

whenever i suffered from injuries after my fight,

she'll be there by my side to look after me..

.

another thing was, when we had run..

any run.. merentas desa and sport's day for example..

she'll be running ahead of me.. *everytime*

and when i nearly reach the finishing line,

i'll jz fall down on my knees and jz go blank.. pengsan in other word.. >.<

even how tired she was, she'll be there helping me up and stayed there until im ok..

.

diz kind of fren, u can never find it anymore u noe..

im grateful that how lucky i am to have her as my fren..

.Zatil Aisyah..

one of the closest frend of mine..

a very understanding girl..

helped me in a lot of ways..

.

Anis Nadia..

she was wif me since Form 3,

and eventhough when we were separated in Form 4,

but we kept in touch till the end of Form 5..

.

Nurul Afiqah..

diz was my class's taiko for 3 years..

she have been same class wif me all the 5 years!

haha~ she's damn sporting, and a good leader..

.

Nadia, me, Pn Erlyani, Pn Nik, Hidayati and Syafikah..
Pn Erli was our class teacher for Form 5,
she was alwiz sporting, and very friendly teacher,
open-minded.. i tink most english teachers are like dat..
and Pn Nik was our Chemistry teacher..
u'll love her Kelantan slang.. damn cun! haha!

.
Firdaus..
he was my best boyfren in Form 5..
he transfered from SABS to SMART in 2007..
a good boyfren, alwiz there when i needed somebody..
and to protect me frm other b1tches.. hahax
still contacting him now and then.. ^^

.
Nadia, Hida and Pika..
we were the 4! alwiz in a group..
shares problems and secrets together..
Pika's mom happens to be my mom's childhood fren!
they came from the same village, and were very close..
so now, their daughters are following the steps.. lolx!

.
we used to play with these last time..

from the left, these stuffed dolls belongs to::

Nadia's, mine, Hida's and Pika's..

and on top of those dolls, saw the photo?

we purposely arranged it that way..^^

.

these frens made me who i am today..

they were my buddies..

and i love them so much..

i miss you guys..

.