Three point Six..

hey peepz..

Today is TUESDAY.

Which is my beautiful country's Independence Day.

HAPPY 53rd MERDEKA MALAYSIA!!

May you remain peace and harmony.

Which is also my going-back-to-Kampar day. I cant believe that this day will come so soon!!

itz seems only yesterday i arrived here! Going back to Kampar means, 3 more days i'll be back to Kuantan. And then one more week will be my final exams! Scary shyt!!~

I just came back from makan makan with yuchi's family and her aunt's family. We ate at this restaurant near my cousin’s house. And I ate A LOT! Damn full. All my days here with yuchi’s family, I will never starve to death. In fact, I will be bloated! After eating, we went to Ampang Tesco for grocery shopping. And came back here to yuchi’s grandmama’s house. I slept in the car. Huhux~

I was happy yesterday night. I thought a simple msn chat will just be….simple. But then when I received the call, I was excited, thrilled actually. Sorry bout not telling u bout the digi number. And im not stupid bout adding the “+” sign in front of your Singapore number! I just…don’t know about it. =p anyway, I missed your voice, itz been so long I didn’t hear it. And of course, i missed you so much.

i gotta go pack my things now. my bus will be off at 6pm. will reach Kampar around 8pm+.

janne.

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i will try my best!!

and retrieve my reward from you! =p

P.S. I Love You

D-O-N-E

ok~ now im all DONE with my whatever time table choosing stuff. from 1pm, we've been doing this stupid shyt, and now at last, we've choosen our time table for the next sem.

as a conclusion, my time table will be ::

Theories of Counselling and Psychotherapy

Lecture 1 & Tutorial 2

Counselling Skills

Lecture 1 & Tutorial 1

i've made my choice of not taking Pendidikan Moral diz sem..

eventhough mama have faith in me that i can do extra subject,

but i dont think i can manage those subjects.

im relieved now.

i was so fcuking tired and exhausted while doing it.

so anyhoos, im done with this shyt,

and wont be thinking bout it any longer.

sem II time table choosing day

hey peepz..

im tired and exhausted and frustrated and stressed out. a BIG thanks to the stupid time table choosing 'event' which is compulsory for everyone of us here in my uni. i mean, why cant they just choose and set the classes for us from the beginning?? it'll be much more easier and confusion-free and argument-free right?? FCUK it!

let u readers see what's my condition now k? i mean, my condition RIGHT NOW!

except im a female and the guy is a male.

i have no idea whether to take moral or not for this short semester. mama asked me to take it. she said moral is jz an easy-to-handle subject. but on the other hand, i dont think i can handle both my counselling subjects. i suck in counselling, i myself know this better than anyone else. some of my frens adviced me not to take, coz they're afraid that i cant handle 3 subjects in just 7 weeks. some of my friends cant take it, coz it actually clashes with their other tutorial classes. they have their points too. of coz!

im so fcuked up now, seriously shyt! please tell me what to do. anyone?

my saturday..

hey peepz~

Im now in my aunt's house aka sho por's house, and jz happily ate chicken satay(s). Now i know why they serve satay together with timun. And somebody successfully encouraged me to eat almost all of the timun they gave! @@"

Anyway, im staying overnite here and not at yuchi's. She'll be bz with her stuff and i think i shouldnt be there to bother her. Bt i'll go back to her place on sunday evening, coz we promised to go for a buka puasa dinner together with one uncle. Buzy me~

We went out ytd, me, yuchi, and her foundation frens. I think i rmbr they're names. Sam, hong, kent, lucas, mama and papa. They're nice and friendly. I bought a tee and a formal wear. And we went for karaoke at green box @ sg wang for 4 SHORT hours. Nt enough time actually. Haha!

Well, i think that's all im gonna update. Typing a blog post using NoNo is freaking hard and tiring!! @@"

Janne.

end of my sufferings for PTPTN!

hey peepz~

today's the day whereby we, the FAS students were waiting for, the certification and agreement of our PTPTN loan. i woke up at 5am today, (yah, my very very 1st record or the earliest time i've ever woke up here!) and bath for around 30 minutes. i was practically asleep while bathing! then got ready around 6am, and began walking to campus. WALKING TO CAMPUS! me, yu chi, hui shan and miaw miaw. and the most exciting thing is, miaw miaw cooked porridge for us! love u so much le miaw~~

when we arrived, there were crowd in front of the heritage hall main door already. we stood there for a moment. and we somebody opened the back door in order to get into the hall door. smarty pants rite? obviously we knew it was who, we just kept our mouth shut when they came and inform their members one by one. and eventually, the news spread like gossip, and everyone RAN to the back door! so, itz not a secrety-secret anyhow. of coz, we were informed too, bt it was kinda late. coz when we reached there, there's many ppl standing there already.

we stood like ppl waiting for a concert show outside heritage hall. it was only 7am. meaning, we have to stand for about an hour, cramped like sandwiches or sardine with the others! for those who didnt experience this "event", i swear, u will not want to be in this situation. DAMN ITZ NOT A NICE OR SWEET EXPERIENCE! and there are a few morons who cant tolerate with each other, simply pushing from behind, and another one, went screaming and yelling to everyone jz becoz she doesnt feel comfty. hello miss, EVERYONE is not comfortable there ok? so u dont have to shout like that. wtf~

i had a problem with my PTPTN form. the problem is, they dont accept my surat akuan that mama prepared for me. just becoz it doenst contain the word "tidak dapat dikesan" so i have to go see the pesuruhjaya awam at kampar. and i dont have transport!! now, i wanna say a million thanks to kai loon, who fetched me, yuchi, miaw miaw and lala zai all the way to old town. without u, my PTPTN will nvr be done. >.<>

thanks kai shen for bringing us to KFC. and bringing us to the bus station. was rushing and wasnt able to say thanks. only when i woke up and found myself at KL, then i realised that i havent say thanks. ngeee~

so now, im currently at YuChi's grandmama's house. just ate dinner. just bath. and waiting to go pasar malam. gonna stay here in kl for few days. hope i'll enjoy it! =)

janne.

Dearest Ms TUTOR..

INTRODUCTION

Eventhough itz my last class for a subject today, but im not totally happy with it. so were other of my classmates. from the very moment YOU took over our class from the previous tutor (which we very much prefer!), i never really put any effort to be 100% concentrating on what YOU are trying to teach us (are are u even teaching?).

CONTENTS

we were really :::

unsatisfied with the way YOU teach,

unsatisfied with the way YOU communicate with us,

unsatisfied with the way YOU interact with us,

unsatisfied with the way YOUR laser mouth works,

unsatisfied with the facial expression that YOU always show us,

unsatisfied with how stubborn and impatient were YOU when we were giving suggestions or opinions,

unsatisfied with YOU unable to filter the words that YOU were about to say to us,

unsatisfied on how unprofessional YOU were,

unsatisfied with the childish manner of YOURS,

and im sure there's a lot more about YOU that i havent experience which others have.

EXAMPLES

☞on the day that YOU first appear in our class. we were obviously shocked and was wondering who the heck are YOU and why are YOU in our class.

➵"why are you looking at me?? take out your notes la!"

~wtf? we were wondering who is this woman standing in front of us YOU moron!~

➵i asked a meaning of a word, YOU opened YOUR laptop and key-in the word i asked in the lappy's dictionary. and YOU read the dictionary's answer, which i dont understand. and YOU forgot all about it after finish reading it to me.

~wtf again? i mean, are YOU really going to do that even for the next a thousand words im gonna ask YOU?~

➵"are you questioning my ability to teach you all?"

~honestly, do YOU really wanna know the answer to that question? the answer is YES!!~

➵somebody else asked a meaning of word, YOU answered back in chinese. somebody was so kind to say "miss, there are few non-chinese in this class, can explain in english please?" and YOU answered, "i know your english is very good....bla bla bla.."

~another wtf? can YOU please use YOUR newly-freshly-graduated-master-brain and think about the non-chinese students??~

☞on the day that YOU were unable to handle tight situations, which is a normal scene we can see in university.

➵"How am i suppose to do??"

~YOU are the lecturer and a tutor, u're asking us students this question?~

➵"Why he say he more senior than me?"

~itz a fact baby, deal with it and face it!~

➵"ms xxxxxx, i dont know what to do now. he say he more senior than me and im confused....."

~this conversation was supposed to be private, not in front of us students~

➵"........and the students are all looking at me now.."

~hello? we were confused too. dont YOU think that YOU should stop acting like a baby and instead, think of ways to deal problems??~

➵(acting of throwing papers and handphone on the table in frnt of students)

~miss.. please be professional and dont do violence in class.~

☞on the day that will be our last day of tutorial. (thank God?)

➵YOU were not in the class. we're the one have to call YOU to come to the class. when i called, YOU said, "are they many people in the class? because last week none of you came to class. i thought that you all dont wanna come for this week oso."

~wtf???? miss... itz not wrong to be mad at us as we did not turn up last week, we have concrete reasons of doing so. and YOU are a lecturer. YOU are a tutor. YOU should be in class even when there is only one person there. it'll only satisfy YOU if only there's a hundred people in the class waiting for YOU?? ~

➵"so now what you all wanna do now? actually we already finish what we need to do."

~now i know that we shouldnt even enter this week's class.~

➵YOU asked, "what is CEO?" and my friend answered "chef....." and YOU shouted "chef your head!!"

~i apologize if im being rude here, but i think that YOU are immoral. YOU never take care of YOUR image as a tutor and hence, never gained our respect, even a little.~

➵i asked, "is there any separate marks for format and content" and YOU answered, "are u taking SPM now??.....

~thanks for yelling in front of me and humiliate me in front of the class. seriously appreciated that. seriously shyt!~

and many more..

RECOMMENDATIONS / SUGGESTIONS

look at YOURSELF into the mirror.

ask one of YOUR beloved students to video YOU while YOU are teaching, and kindly look at YOURSELF. im sure YOU'll be shock too.

please filter aka pass through YOUR brain on whatever YOU wanna do or speak.

go sign up for any teaching technique classes or courses.

since YOU have such temper, YOU are really suitable on teaching primary or secondary schools.

respect us, and we shall respect YOU.

CONCLUSION

we dont like it.

we were unsatisfied.

we were wrong, but YOU were wrong-er.

we were glad that our classes are all over now.

THANK YOU.

BIG LOOOOONG sigh~

hey peepz~

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i just came back from dinner + lok lok + looong chat + chinese singing by the lake. it was fun, tension-releasing and at leat i know there's FRIENDS around here. no offence but, i think now i finally get to taste the sweet side of my uni life here! seriously, only after 10 weeks im here?? no kidding.

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im blessed with these sweet friends. they're friends who will NEVER use me, NEVER pretend in front of me, NEVER fake in front of me and NEVER abide me when they know i have nobody here to rely on. Thank you God.

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anyway, itz fun having them around to share stupid and silly topics. and as for today, we really sang chinese songs for the whole night by the lake after eating. SINGING~~ chinese songs somemore. guess how many songs i can sing? LOL. but im learning. and yuchi promised to write pin yin for me in order for me to better understand the lyrics and easier for me to sing with them next time. =)

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okay, the main thing i wanna share here. do you ever feel that u wanna do something, but something inside you tells you not to or shouldnt do it? but you wanted to do that thing so much and so desperately? well, im having that problem right now. facebook isnt really all-the-time useful u know. i mean, i wanted to say something or post something or upload something to some people without letting the other people know it. i cant just block their view on my profile, it'll be rude and inappropriate then. >.<

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anyhoos, im going to do it sooner or later. just a matter of time. ngee~ itz approximately 2.52 am now and i HAVE to go to bed. tomoro will be my last day meeting my DEAR english tutor, ms see jasmine. must bid her farewell nicely during my last class right? *wink* off to bed now.

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janne.

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sorry baby..

i was just joking..

P.S. I Love You

i missed home-made dinner ='(

hey peepz!

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ytd we planned to have diz home-made dinner instead of having delivery. so after class, we went to yu chi's house and prepared the ingredients and cook there. miaw ling brought almost everything, and i brought....nothing? >.<

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so, we have eggs, chicken, pork, prawns, mushrooms, vege, the flower thing they put on the soup (i dont know the name), potatoes and hams. wow~ at home oso i dont get to eat this much! hehe~ and here's the main thing. I HELPED IN THE KITCHEN TOO!

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see there see there?? im helping~ kekex

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and below here....we have.....

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.....ta-da~~ our very own "miaw ling+ yuchi+ jolene" home-made dinner. looks delicious rite? of course it was! we ate EVERTHING. we were so hungry the moment we prepare the food. it took us around 1 hour+ to prepare the ingredients, and another hour for cooking. so in the end, we had our dinner around 8+pm. @@"

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after dinner we sit awhile coz we were freaking FULL!! bt something actually burnt our calories that night. because we screamed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! out loud~~ a HUGE grasshopper enter the house and me and yuchi started screaming like nobody's business!!

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here, the heroin trying to get rid of the grasshopper for us..

>.<""

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later at night, we went out, to buy burger. hehe~ and met up kai shen for supper. went back home around 2am.. gosh~ damn tired..

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datz all..

janne.

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im so sorry to hear that dear..

just cheer up k?

you know that i love you and i'll be there for u.. ^^

P.S. I Love You

CRAZY nite!! ♥

hey peepz~

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I just came back from the craziest birthday party ever!! By the way, itz my classmates, Hui Shan’s birthday. So we actually upset her by just giving 2 cupcake-like cakes and sang a simple “Happy Birthday” song for her after our English presentation at Mr. Maha’s class. Then we went back home and prepared for the night’s event without Hui Shan’s knowing.

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Anyhoos, we, jian, en en, an qi, and their friends went to have out dinner after class at Vegas. Ate lamb chop. Tasted nice and okay. But of coz, mama’s lamb chop was the best! ジ

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we, kai shen, jian, en en and me prepared the water balloons at my house. We planned to throw it at Hui Shan when Yu Chi lured her out of the house. It was hard as it was drizzling. Luckily, the drizzle wasn’t that heavy, so she was willing to come out. When it started to rain quite heavily, we actually laid down on the basketball court after running here and there. The feeling was…..PRICELESS!! seriously, u guys have to try it out!

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Wet hair. Wet face. Wet shirt. Wet bra. Wet body. Wet panties. Wet slippers.

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GOSH!! Mama will kill me if she finds out about me doing all these. =x

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yah, we did this actually..

LMAO!!

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and oh, another thing was... KAI SHEN BLEW THE TRUMPET IN FRONT OF US!! he blew "Happy Birthday song" for Hui Shan, and we sang along. even though a bit out of tune, but it was ok! hahahahaha~

then after playing rain water at the basketball court, we came to my house, and presented the cake to Hui Shan. 1st time i ever tasted minted cake. tasted not bad~ then i had no idea who, started the cream fight! and.....i guess you guys know the rest of the story. and luckily, they cleaned up the place oso for me. i was so afraid that my housemates are going to pick up torch and parang or knives or axe (this is just metaphorically, it actually means "scolding") coz we were really really noisy!!! gosh~

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so, party ended around 2am. we're glad that Hui Shan is happy. =)

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やったあ！

hey peepz~

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im happy today. itz becoz i think im a very independent girl today. i went to school alone today, cycle alone today. i went to the administration block alone today. i settled my bar problems alone today. i went to consult my advisor alone today. =) im proud!

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so now, what's left for now are completing the presentation slides. i got 2 presentations tomoro. wish me luck yah.

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janne.

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lesson learned..

"everyone makes mistakes"

i believe everyone agree with the above statement. i believe everyone will make mistakes in their life too. i believe everyone will tend to make mistakes even though how perfect they wanted to prove themselves to be. i believe even the most religious person on Earth himself will make mistakes too sometimes.

i wanna learn from my past mistakes. i wanna become a better person. i wanna learn to love myself more. i wanna build my true identity. i wanna become myself where people know that im Jolene, and not an imitation of others. i wanna dont wanna be just plain me, i wanna be a better me.

mama meaningful words :

this mistake is to prepare you for the future

everything happened for a reason

make it as a teaching, to make yourself more disciplined in the future

RM 39.95

hey peepz~

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im here in my room at Kampar. only God knows how lazy i am right now. =x and the line here sux!! i cant online properly, and obviously i cant do anything about, can i? >.<

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just realised something.. whenever i go KL, i'll surely buy something from times square. itz actually bad right? i mean, i may get shopping addicted if it continues on! somebody must be there to stop me next time please.. i mean, visiting the mall is ok, but dont go spend money!! >v<

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oh, about the title, i bought a pair of high heels from times square and that's the price. I KNOW! itz super CHEAP!! 50% stuff.. went to choose with sho por evon for like...35 minutes? super fast eh? tee-hee~ when i told mama bout it, she was like..."AGAIN???!" well, what can i answer? i answered "he-he-he-he!" =p

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datz the heels. the highest i ever had.

*winks*

anyway, i wanted to put wordings according to the shape of the heels,

but dont know how..

anyone mind teaching me how to do that?

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well, my after spending my weekend at KL, of course i have to come back to Kampar. *duh* im currently watching movies and waiting for the line to be good.

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these few days i've been quite emo. many had asked me bout it, but i didnt really say why i behaved that way. anyhoos, im quite ok now. QUITE. not fully okay yet. give me some time kay? to recover from this depression state. =x

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janne.

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a week more to go... then it'll be decided..

im scared.. really am scared...

please understand me..

P.S. I Love You

you did not try, did you?

everyone here seems so excited here, coz they're having barbeque tonite. but me? im here, trapping myself in the room, playing Plant vs Zombie, Baling Life and Plant vs Zombie again. itz not like i dont wanna help them or watsoever, but im afraid if i go out there, i'll spoil everyone's mood. i can hardly put a smile on my face, whereas from the room, i can hear laughter and joy from them. im bad am i?

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you never try to understand how i feel. i know that i sounded like i dont care bout how u doing, but actually i really do care bout you. instead, when i try telling you bout me, did you try to understand?? NO! i dont quite understand why u behaved that way, coz usually, u'll care. but now, itz the direct opposite. u asked me, am i okay.. shall i answer, "no! im not ok at all!" after u showed how inconsiderate you are about me? the answer "yah, im ok" is all i can say to you. coz i dont think you wanna care also if i say im not okay.

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you know what? itz okay for you not to care bout me. really. itz okay..

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now, i wanna make myself useful here. im gonna march out with a BIG BIG smile on my face, pretend to forget everything awhile, and just have fun with the others. im going out.

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janne.

The Expendables

hey peepz~

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im currently blogging at evon aka sho por's room. we just came back from Leisure Mall, watching The Expendables. sho por is actually not allowed in this movie, coz itz labelled 18 and above. 5 of us went to watch ; me, sho por, william, my bro, and joe.

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the movie was quite funny and violent in most of the parts. most of the time my facial expression was ''yerrrr!!~~'' or ''eewwww!!~~'' or ''OMG!~~" haha. enough to describe how violent was it?

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im planning to buy heels tomoro. still thinking who shall accompany me though. and now seriously, im tired and exhausted.

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janne.

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i know how disappointed u must be towards me..

but im more disappointed towards myself than u did..

all i can do is now..

is try not to think bout it..

P.S. I Love You

disappointment..

does everyone needs a particular reason to be disappointed?

does everyone feels the same when they feel disappointed?

does everyone recovers from a certain disappointment?

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since yesterday (thursday) when i came back from uni, i felt disappointed. i know how it feels, that's why im telling u, im disappointed. but the funny thing is, i have no clue what im disappointed about!

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myself..?

somebody else..?

my friends..?

my loved ones..?

lecturers..?

tutors..?

mama..?

myself again....?

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i have no idea, really. but what i know is, i came to my room, without any smile on my face whereby i should put a BIG BIG smile on my face as im done with my psychology presentation! i sat down in front of my lappy awhile, and went straight to bed. i thought i was going to be ok after waking up.

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the moment i woke up, the headache came. im tired of telling you guys how unbearable diz headache can be, and how much i dont like it!! plus, i was fweeaakking hungry coz by the time i woke up, itz night time already. when william came to bring me to eat, i dont feel like eating at all. i cant even finish a plain roti canai. =(

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i feel like im not me..

i feel like im not myself as before..

i feel like i cant recognise myself anymore..

i feel like i dont belong here..

i feel like i cant talk to anyone here..

i feel lonely..

i feel like going back..

so wont you break free~ wont you break free~~

hey peepz!

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as I said before, i went to attend the Hillsong UNITE + Conquer live concert at Syuen Hotel, Ipoh yesterday (11th august 2010). went there right after i finish writing my essay, my assignment for Communication English. Thanks william for fetching me there. =)

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with the help of GPS, we reached there around 6.30pm. but the parkings were nearly empty! the people gathered there so early!! we found a place behind the hotel, and i just realised that i didnt refill my water bottle. and i was hungry too. =( anyway, excitement overwhelmed me and i actually forgotten bout my tummy. haha!

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i kinda got the idea of the poor organization of the committee in charge, but i had no idea that it is SO poor!! people everywhere, no-good orientation, lack of person in charge, poor setting of receptionist and so many more! anyway, me and william made our way to redeem our wrist band. itz a glow-in-the-dark wristband. kinda too big for me though. can come out easily. huhu~

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UNITE+Conquer

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finally, we get to go into the ballroom after few minutes crowding with the others outside. they combined 3 ballrooms together, but still, there's plenty more people outside who didnt register. so, they have to come the next day. we sat at the back, coz they gave priority to the seminar participants, where they wore red wrist bands.

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my cousin brother, william and me

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after seating for like 15 minutes, then a band came onto the stage and people started screaming. i really thought the Hillsong team had arrived, coz i cnt see from the back. they started singing the 1st worship song. after singing, then ny they said, ''we're not the Hillsong team, we're students from Hillsong college'' i was like....za dou.. haha!

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these are the members from Hillsong college.

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then, the climax came when the Hillsong team came in. it was a BLAST!! i cnt believe i really saw them with my own eyes, saw one of the best worship team from Australia!! we were high, jumping around and worshiping the Lord almighty. i took off my high heels, obviously. =.=ll

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anyway, when the pastor asked us to take a seat, we kinda like...have to move backwards. and when i was moving backwards, there's a family sitting down there already. i kindly asked them to push their bags behind a lil' bit so that i can sit down. instead, the mother who had a baby on her arms stopped me and said,

"can you please be fair to everyone who came first?''

i was shocked and i answered..

"ermm..we were from the front and there's no more place behind you. so...."

she quickly answered me back,

"yes i know, but we sat here since before the concert started, and u are wearing a GREEN band. those who have RED band have the priority to sit infront, my dear"

and i swear, she sounded so sarcastically!! i nearly wanted to asked her back,

"miss, are u trying to LABEL me?? are u saying that i, who had GREEN band MUST sit right behind you? why dont u try and tell the other hundreds of GREEN band holders who sat right in front of you to move behind you?? u're so intolerant!!"

but of course, i learn to control me temper in that kind of situation, especially when we're attending a worshiping event like this. but i swear, i wasnt feeling so good at that time.

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that's the young pastor Joshua from Sydney and the Hillsong team.

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the night ended with "One Way'' song, and itz craazzyyy~ everyone was jumping around, and call out the name of the Lord. i was really really satisfied. it ended around 10.30pm.

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this is the stage..

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then, william brought us to McD, and guess what i ate? yerrpz~ GCB again!! hehe.. super-in-love with it. and now, there's even DOUBLE GCB!! im gonna try it too when i go to KL diz weekend. ^.^

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datz all. i enjoyed the concert very very much. learn something from pastor Josh too. really meaningful. God bless you.

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janne.

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""try not to be someone else wants you to be..

try being yourself..

look into you, and ask urself, who you really are..

coz God made each and every one of us unique in many many ways..""

P.S. I Love You

who said kampar is bored? =p

hey peepz!

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another weekend gonna end soon. and i didnt get to study anything, coz of few factors. i really decided to study in the weekend, as im not going anywhere. but then.....when there's fun thing here, how can i study?? xD

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well, not exactly very fun. my group has to finish our assignments, presentation slides and video-ing. we had discussions, both saturday and sunday. fwweaaking tired! especially today, coz i didnt sleep the whole saturday night. =(

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my headache came back. starting to fed up with it. coz usually u can rarely hear me complaining bout headache. but now, almost every nite i'll have headache, MAJOR headache.

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somebody came, and gave me diz game ::

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this game is NICE!!! no wonder somebody didnt bother to reply my messages while playing this game. coz it needs FULL concentration! and as a result, i didnt reply his messages too just now. =S please dont let me get addicted. the more reason i dont study!! >.<

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me and yuchi..

a nice nice fren..

banyak cakap!!

and we both lurve purple~ ^.^

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i guess that's all for now. i need to continue doing my work. and gaming maybe. =p

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janne.

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thanks for visiting..

P.S. I Love You

one down, plenty more to go!

hye peepz!

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im happy now, more to relieved. coz finally my 2 weeks assignment is finished just now. my group finished it in a week, so i guess u know how the quality of this assignment really is.

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on the way to print out this assignment, yee fan came and fetch me. when he and i left my room, i FORGOTTEN bout my keys and locked the door, accidentally! i was like... OMG!!! then i called william, but he cant help much. so i decided to call ng if i can stay her house or not. luckily her boyfren told her bout the guard at Danish House. i was like....fiiiuuhhh~~ den yee fan fetched me to the management house, met the guard, and he charged me RM2. i dont really care bout the fine, i just wanna enter my room so badly. honestly, i nearly cried that time, knowing i cant enter my room. ='(

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anyway, im happy too now. just finish skype-ing with my baby. missssss him!! ♥

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going to sleep now. itz late, and i HAVE to attend class tomoro.

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janne.

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more than a month?

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wednesday nite ジ

hey peepz~

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yerpz, itz wednesday. i just love the feeling of wednesday nite. for few reasons.

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1) the class ends at nite. after loooooong duration of classes.

2) pasar malam

3) get to hang out with frens at basketball court. gossip~

4) lately, just recently, durian!

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and i just came back from my chats with the girls. and this time, add 2 more boys. Kai Shen and LaLa Zai. welcome welcome~ xD

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firstly, the girls and i went to pasar malam, and had asam laksa there. not bad i guess. then had grilled chicken wing, of coz! then had this paper-wrapped-chicken-drumstick. strong black pepper taste. i dont really mind! =p

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they took me to the fun fair outside my house. itz....ok i guess. expensive though. sat the spinning thing, made me feel really uncomfortable. the bumper car sucks. it just wont move!! den fish ducklings. sux too. coz i won a pencilbox. *haha*

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and went to buy durians, yah, again! this time, we bought 6 for RM10. and ate at the usual place, the basketball court outside my house. and chit-chatted till....now? hehe

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i know mama's gonna kill me if she ever finds out. =x

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i got to go sleep now. tomorrow's an early class for me.

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janne.

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of course, i miss you! =)

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suddenly i remembered..

that day i asked you randomly while walking with you...

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"have you ever imagined yourself, holding hands with me and walking along side with me now?"

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and then you answered anxiously...

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"NEVER! i never thought that i'll be holding your hands and walking with you right now.."

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somehow, i've been thinking bout this short conversation between us. and i thought, "you know what baby? i never thought bout this either. i never thought that somebody would be able to give me such happiness before in my life."

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i cannot see nor predict the future. but all i want is this moment not to end quickly. i want this moment to stay this moment forever. coz i have no idea how am i gonna live on without you here with me..

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im happy that u're here, happy that you can make me happy, happy that you're here protecting me, happy that you're there for me when everyone left me.

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forbidden love.. i know i shouldnt let this happen to me. but it happened. TWICE. i learned to let go of the first one, but i find it difficult for me in this one. or maybe, i dont want to let go of this? before it even started, i kept telling myself how much i dont want you, how much i hate you after knowing bout your relationship, how much i wanted to avoid you..

but the ugly truth is...ILYSM..

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but yet...

u cant be mine....

the creeps

hey peepz~

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i just found out my final exam timetable. here's goes the creeps ::

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13/09/2010 0900 UALE1003 COMMUNICATIVE ENGLISH
15/09/2010 1400 UAPP1034 LIFE SPAN DEVELOPMENT
18/09/2010 1400 UAPP1014 INTRODUCTION TO PSYCHOLOGY
21/09/2010 0900 UAPC1004 INTRODUCTION TO COUNSELLING
23/09/2010 0900 UAPG1013 STATISTICAL TECHNIQUES FOR BEHAVIOURAL

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meaning, i have around 40 days to study EVERYTHING! anyway, i believe i can cover everything if i study hard enough. i dont wanna repeat any of this subject. seriously i dont. who wants to repeat it anyway?? facing the same lecturer, the same assignments.. arrgghh!~ please let me pass all my exams. *praying hard*

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x durian again x

hey peepz~

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i just came back from my durian feast again. this time, i went with my classmates, en en and jian, together with their friends. at the bus stop near my hse. i met them guys before, and they're friendly and a joker as well. being with them, u jz cant stop laughing! LOL!! and they make me remember my secondary school moments. sigh~ i contributed on opening the durian!! *proud* ngeeee~

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here's a durian for you.

=p

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well now, im at home. and i tried washing my fingers with soap, but the smell just wont go away. argh! i dont really like that smell. itz too strong! i feel like soaking both my hands in a perfumed-water, den the smell might go off. but, i know itz impossible. itz okay, maybe tomoro the smell will be gone.

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talking bout tomoro, i really DONT FEEL LIKE going to tutorial class tomoro. but i skipped last week, so i cant do the same this week. >.<

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datz all i guess. if tomoro i decided to skip class, i may blog longer. xD

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janne.

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i've been thinking bout it again..

gosh, i dont wanna think bout it!

and i dont want it to happen either...

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am at Kampar again =(

hey peepz~

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as said on the title above, im in my room at Kampar. my weekend seem to pass so fast. im not actually done with my shopping yet. >.<

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anyway, on the way back to KL, my cousin brother, william went to McD's drive-thru to get me a GCB. and i had it! itz delicious of coz, as everyone had been mentioning bout it. itz cost RM25 for 2 regular sets of GCB. so one set will be.....count yourself! =x and i ate it while im in the car. i FINISHED it~

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-heavenly-delicious-

those who are seeing this and havent try it,

i BEG you to be jealous!

kekez~

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and this is the look of my brand new sneakers. influenced by somebody~ they're new stocks. and i bought this pair of sneakers after searching almost the entire mall. coz my size is kinda an issue for me. they dont usually sell size 4, or 36. i found one purple one, but they're of size 5. itz HUGE~ like sampan for me when i wear it. =x

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nice nice nice?

lie to me if u must!

just making myself happy here. ;p

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there's so many things for me to unpack, and obviously, i havent unpack them. =.= when i came home, i went straight to the bathroom, bath and wash my clothes, and started onlining. LOL! ok ok, somebody is angry now, and so i need to complete blogging quickly and start unpacking my stuffs.

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at secret recipe times square.

♥

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janne.

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for you, sorry jie have told you awful things,

but plz dont hate jie for that..

coz jie dont wanna lose you..

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