am i the one who started it all??

after diz few days..
of war-ing in her chatbox..
i felt terrible..
when da 1st n 2nd day, im damn sad n frustrated bout it..
then the following day, i tried to get over it.. by war-ing in her chatboxx..
den suddenly today, i feel guilty..

they're kids.. 4 years younger than me..
i shouldnt have did dat..
i shouldnt scolded her b1tch..
i shouldnt care when she post my pic on her blog..
wat i shud care about, is finding a solution of diz..

i dun wan to get into arguments wif other schools anymore..
it hurts me..
it hurts her..
it hurt my frens..
it hurt her frens..
it hurt my innocent frens..
it hurt her innocent frens too...
wat benefit we shall get frm diz??

i appreciate wat my frens did for me..
i'll never forget how u guys protected me frm her..
and in return, u guys pulak kena..
ppl like teng fatt, angel, su jean, karen, karen's fren, and others..
they're so innocent.. and yet still kena shooOOoot frm those AP gang..
im sooosooosooosooosoooo sorry.. T.T

if dat day, i had agreed n changed place wif them..
maybe we could be frens by now..
y am i so stupid? ?
am i the one who started all diz actually?

if yes.. i would like to say..... sorry.... my apologies..

datz all...

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

im not being a coward..

i jz wan it to end peacefully..

can it be achieved?

end diz plzz..