am i alone??

today,
i feel like an idiot at school..
i shouldnt even go to school oso today!
i should stay at home..
woke up late..
and study a bit..
=.=ll

datin genga made us to tidy up the insect "ashes"..
all DECOMPOSE ady one..
ewww~~

dun wanna upload pic.. later larr.. now lazy.. XD

i feel like im not belong there anymore..

separating me from them most of the time..

are we still together in doing stuffs??

one... dont really like your attitude..

think only about yourself and not others..

sometimes i wonder y i can tahan wif u..

one... only to see.. to talk back.. and to stare..

to find other's mistake but not urself..

sometimes i thought of telling, but i wouldnt dare..

and others..

*no comment*

i got the bad side of me myself..

i admit.. i wanna change to a better me..

but i dont abide others..

i try not to blame others..

i try not to talk bad bout others..

i try not to blog bout others..

i try not to take advantage on others..

but what else can i do??

who will even listen to what the shit im crapping??

you wont even have time for me..

listening to me..

chat wif me..

play wif me..

do works wif me..

etc...

i wanna blog diz..

long time ago..

but most of the time..

i'll stop myself..

thinking bout the circumstances..

what it may cost me..

but now.. i cant take it anymore..

no one will even listen..

only God and my dear bloggie~

to my frens who read diz..

dont ever ever ask me in school..

coz i will never answer u.. XD

PEACE!!

datz all..

sayonara

~(JoLeNe)~

""we have hopes coz we have love""

somehow now..

im relieved..

at least i told "somebody" ^^