HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF CURSING SOMEBODY SO BADLY,
BUT YOU REALISED THAT U CANT DO IT??
BUT YOU REALISED THAT U CANT DO IT??
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i was looking forward this saturday morning..
i thought itz gonna be fun and great, since my bro is back here till 31st august.
normally, people who slept late last nite will eventually wake up late the next morning..
and that's what happened to me..
i know i WILL wake up late today..
coz of chemistry, i SILENCED my phone in order not to distract myself, coz im half-way messaging with firdaus dear.. >.<
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The next morning, somebody did 21 MISSED CALLS to me..
to wake me up..
and u wanna know why she did that?
she dont wanna contact the house phone or my bro's phone, just becoz she doesnt want my bro to pick up!
and the first thing she said when i called her back is..
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"i've been calling you since an hour ago!! what is wrong with your phone???!!!"
"ermm.. i si..l...e..n...c...e...."
"i come out to work early, but i've spent my whole hour calling you!!!"
"errrrrkk... i silence my.........."
"u tink diz is funny?? by not picking up my phone?? u tink this is a joke??!!"
" I SAID I SILENCED MY PHONE!!"
"*&2#$%^&*(#$%^"
.........call ended..........
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i was like.... "WHAT THEFUCK???!!"
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then i started to make assumptions, since she can make SO MANY DRASTIC assumption..
*u said u've been calling for an hour.. can u like, think logically abit?? can u think that i might have silent my phone, and try calling the house phone or bro's phone instead?? just because u dont want bro to pick up the phone, and so u'd rather sit there for an hour, calling my phone, knowing that nobody will ever pick it up?? if you never thought of me silencing the phone, will i bear my noisy ringtone for 21 CALLS?? will i continue sleeping when u had been calling for 21 times if i didnt silent my phone??*
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there... now im happy..
at least i told somebody, coz if i tell you, it'll only make things worst..
so, i better keep it to myself and here.. and let u do the talking..
scold me all u want, coz that's the only thing you know how to do..
u cant blame bro totally when he said u're like father..
coz somehow in someway, u ARE like him..
= scolding and yelling suddenly without any confirmation and explanation heard..
= think that everything you ever said is SUPPOSED to be true..
= never listen to people's opinion or further explanation..
these are the reasons that i dont really like father.. but you?
i know you're different than this, why do u have to be this way?
i know you're not like that, what makes you become like this?
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enough saying..
it hurts me more to talk bad bout you,
but i cant handle this on my own..
i can constantly scolded or yelled by you without me fighting back..
but, i have my limits too..
this simple not-up-to-one-minute-call..
has indeed spoiled my mood for the whole day..
.
.
The next morning, somebody did 21 MISSED CALLS to me..
to wake me up..
and u wanna know why she did that?
she dont wanna contact the house phone or my bro's phone, just becoz she doesnt want my bro to pick up!
and the first thing she said when i called her back is..
.
"i've been calling you since an hour ago!! what is wrong with your phone???!!!"
"ermm.. i si..l...e..n...c...e...."
"i come out to work early, but i've spent my whole hour calling you!!!"
"errrrrkk... i silence my.........."
"u tink diz is funny?? by not picking up my phone?? u tink this is a joke??!!"
" I SAID I SILENCED MY PHONE!!"
"*&2#$%^&*(#$%^"
.........call ended..........
.
i was like.... "WHAT THE
.
then i started to make assumptions, since she can make SO MANY DRASTIC assumption..
*u said u've been calling for an hour.. can u like, think logically abit?? can u think that i might have silent my phone, and try calling the house phone or bro's phone instead?? just because u dont want bro to pick up the phone, and so u'd rather sit there for an hour, calling my phone, knowing that nobody will ever pick it up?? if you never thought of me silencing the phone, will i bear my noisy ringtone for 21 CALLS?? will i continue sleeping when u had been calling for 21 times if i didnt silent my phone??*
.
there... now im happy..
at least i told somebody, coz if i tell you, it'll only make things worst..
so, i better keep it to myself and here.. and let u do the talking..
scold me all u want, coz that's the only thing you know how to do..
u cant blame bro totally when he said u're like father..
coz somehow in someway, u ARE like him..
= scolding and yelling suddenly without any confirmation and explanation heard..
= think that everything you ever said is SUPPOSED to be true..
= never listen to people's opinion or further explanation..
these are the reasons that i dont really like father.. but you?
i know you're different than this, why do u have to be this way?
i know you're not like that, what makes you become like this?
.
enough saying..
it hurts me more to talk bad bout you,
but i cant handle this on my own..
i can constantly scolded or yelled by you without me fighting back..
but, i have my limits too..
this simple not-up-to-one-minute-call..
has indeed spoiled my mood for the whole day..
.
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