thanks a million

i was about to study when i got up diz morning. now itz already 11.30am. itz kinda late. i know. i was determined to study these 2 days becoz my exam is on monday. i have 2 major papers on monday. which both i havent understand them pretty well. i have no idea how am i gonna sit for that exams.

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but thanks to u, i have no mood to study now. i dont know why u wanna hurt me diz way. i dont understand the reason why. i know i shouldnt write diz on my blog, but im so lonely that i cant tell anyone except here. u said u wont disturb me anymore, but will it help solve diz problem?? it'll go nowhere, jz like previous times!

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im hurt, really. im sad, really. im crying, really. i dont know what to do, really. im giving up, really.

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