Sickness.

hey peepz.

i've never been so sick in my life here in Kampar. for few time before, i just had mild cold, fever and it'll recover days afterwards without me taking any meds. but this time, i had no idea where all these sickness coming from. as i told earlier, i have this swollen part right under my left ear, at the end of the jaw line. i think this is the culprit of everything im experiencing now! and after seeking a doctor yesterday, i thought things can be better after i took my meds. but it turns out my condition became worst! these are the things im experiencing now :

headache (major)

hotness on my whole body (fever) <== this is killing me!!

nausea

exhausted (mentally)

tired (physically)

muscles pain

mental retarded-ness ( i cant really think well)

some of that alone is enough to KILL me! like the hotness on my whole body. i cant sleep well when all the pillow and bed sheets i touched became so warm and hot! even my Kuma-Kuma became hot. and because of this too, i cant even think straight! my brain now is like....in a teapot. u can actually feel the hotness in my brain.

i have to take my antibiotics 4 times a day, which means, 6-hourly. that explains why i need to wake up in the middle of the night just to take my meds. and so far since yesterday, i slept once and woke up 3 times to take my meds. how many hours did i slept? hehe! luckily, there were reminders for me to take my meds. without you all, i cnt even wake up myself. thanks. ^^

but of course i understand why this happen. im an ex-bio student after all. those meds were meant to raise my temperature up to kill whatever naughty things in my body. and others were just the side effects. but if this continue, i really wish i can stop taking the meds. cause i cant study like diz, and i wanted to study for this coming exam on saturday.

get well soon Jolene. and be strong, cause u really ARE a strong girl. =)

Jolene : OK!! ^^

janne.

having you there was a remedy for me..

thank you..

P.S. I Love You