im bek~

bek at kuantan ady lur..
kinda sad to leave KL..
one-week stay thr, truly it gave me memorable stuffs..
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okies..
as im bek here..
i must resume my daily activities..
such as....

• wake up early..
• follow my mom everywhr she goes..
• have restricted time going out wif frens..
• STUDIES...
• TUITIONS..

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2008 will be over in less than 48 hours by now..
my 2008 was... ok i guess~
a lot of things to be changed, like my attitude towards studies and all..
my personality, my characteristics and others which i tink i've bothered a few ppl..
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2009 for me is a challenging year..
well, for most of my frens at school, it is CHALLENGING for them as well..
STPM is what we're gonna face end of the year in 2009..
wif my studies achievement currently,
im 99% sure that i wont get results wif flying colours.. @@
wat a sad thing to be confessed.. >.<
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and 2009 is the year where i'll get separated from my frens as well..
the moment school ends..
we're gonna go on our own way..
we may meet again, but itz not gonna be as often as we're in school together..
datz kinda sad too..
if can, i wanna stick to u guys forever..
call me a parasite if u want, but datz wat i want it to be..
frens forever till the end..
but i noe, high school wasnt meant to last forever..
someday, i may have to learn to accept diz..
but of coz, NOT NOW...!!
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so.. my wish for the year 2009 ARE ::::

• to be a better Christian (attend church!!)
• to be better in studies
• to have a better personality
• to have a boiifren.. (im lonely long enuff)
• to have a better way of life
• to have better relationships with everyone i knew
• to have better skills on my piano and violin (im so sux)
• to control my temper and sensitiveness (diz is so serious!)
• to socialise better

hope those wishes i can achieve! ^^
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datz all
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sayonara
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""we have hopes coz we have love""
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~(JoLeNe)~

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u can tell me there's nobody else

u can look into my eyes and pretend all u want

but i noe....