ChOiCe..?

today is the day..
that i got my MUET results..
i was really excited bout diz day, coz i wanted to know how badly i did last year..
without a proper preparations and revisions,
me and babi grace proudly went into the examination room as "CANDIDATES of MUET"

diz morning, yeong lee rushed into my class and ask watz my MUET result,
itz SO early in the morning, hw do i noe bout it yet?!
den check check.... "Jo, u got band 4!"
my heart stopped beating immediately..
my tears wanted to come out anyseconds after i heard it..
band 4??? just band 4??
so low????
so.............band 4???
oh my gosh~~ >.<
babi came in minutes later, and yeong asked the same question..
check check... "Grace, u got band 5!!"
bai apa lagi, shout here n thr lar..
da moment i saw her reacted diz way, my sadness came bek and i felt damn useless..
of coz im happy for u la babi!! itz just dat im so useless, even MUET i cant get good results??
wtf!~

babi is gonna change her MSN pm as "MAGNIFICENT GRACE"
as last year we said, if we get more than band 3, we must put our pm like dat..
coz last year we never tot of getting more than band 3! =.=ll

and now comes the big problem..
""SHOULD I TAKE IT AGAIN...?""
everyone around me was giving me diffrent diffrent opinions and ideas..
some say TAKE!!!!!!
some say GET BAND 4, MUST BE SATISFIED ADY~
some say DONT BE TOO GREEDY..
some say ENUF LIAO LA, LATER GO UNI U HAVE TO TAKE XTRA PAPERS..
some say ITZ BETTER IF U TRY YOUR LUCK AGAIN..

and for me??
what will i say??
TAKE or DONT TAKE..??
such hard dicission to make.. T___T
~~making decission is the hardest part of my life!!~~

i'll make my decission latest by tomoro..
besides having prob wif coping my MUET stress,
im oso having prob in finding 3 other ppl to group wif me..
(marcus, i noe u're trying to help me, but u should jz stay wif visnu, keong and Hcheet)
and what if my second time is worst than my first time?
will they take the 1st result? or the latest? or the best one?
AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!~~
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which way to choose?

help me somebody..

>.<