im a failure..?

Hmm..
Itz late now, I know.. itz 12.36am..
But I cnt sleep.. coz I’ve been sleeping like a pig in the evening.. and I woke up at 8.30pm.. @@
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I’ve been practicing piano from morning till evening, and yet my Muy Dulce is still shitty..
The main reason why I cant play this song, though I started learning diz song in the beginning of the year,
Itz because I don’t have no interest towards this piece.. I cant love diz piece.. and therefore, I cant play it..
Coz I know myself well.. if Im interested in that song, I can learn it within 1 or 2 days..
Itz been months, and still I cant play the first 2 bars well..
What a sad story…
I know as a pianist, I shouldn’t choose they type of song genre..
Classical, romantic, waltz, jazz or modern, I still have to play..
And learn to love all of ‘em..
That’s a tough part for me..really.. @@
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Well, at least im determined not to flunk badly in the exam, datz y I’ve been practicing..
Eventhough I feel that I forced to play this shitty piece..
But im gonna work it out.. anyway..
On the other hand, I did well in my aural when miss Jo introduced me the questions for the 1st time..
I guess at least im good at someplace rite?
*im obviously trying to please myself*
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Ok ok, skip that dreadful part..
And oh, another news is not really good either..
School is going to reopen in next 2 days!!!!
I cnt believe it… my 2 weeks holidays are going to meet an end!
And I did practically NOTHING!
Oh me gosh~~ and school reopens, means we’re gonna get our results back too..
I tink im gonna fail all my exams.. it dodnt really bothers me actually…
Coz I knew that I didn’t study much.. especially when I got to know my chemistry marks.. @@
Scary man….. seriously totally…
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Hmmm… I cant find anything to update ady..
Oh yah, dat day at tuition.. I really had fun with ji muix..
Joking around here and there.. and teasing ESTHER.. lolx!!
Itz been so long since I joked around with ‘em..
And now I know, ,I cant really stick to kar yan too much, coz we both can go really crazy when we’re together.. lolx!!
Here’s the story that I copied from Ng’s blog.. I lazy to type again le.. sorry!! xD i added some in..
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It began when KY gives Esther reasons to tell us when she dun wanna go Pelindung next time..

Jo suggested that Esther can use no underwear as reason..

Saying she oni have one ragged underwear.

Esther: Today din wear underwear lar..

Ng guessed that she wore her mummy's underwear..

Esther: No lar.. Today i wear daddy's boxer.. Tied with rubber band. Because too loose..

Chien: Wah.. like that can put alot of money ady lor? Put in the underwear.. Because it's big enough mar...

Ky: Then i wanna follow esther and pick up the money that will drop..

*how to put money in the boxer? sure drop wan mar*

Esther: the money will smell wan wor..

Ky: I dun mind.. As long as it's money..

Grace: *randomly* wat colour is ur underwear?

Jo: Bright red.

Grace: Underwear models are very sexy.. Just like Miley Cyrus's bf..

Ng: ShuYing surely went to Johor to be underwear model..

Ky: No.. Is actually Bra model to earn money to support her 3 wifes and 4 children..

Esther keep asking us to keep low profile of her wearing her dad's boxer throughout the conversation.

Why esther dun wear underwear?

Cos the weather is hot.

And she oni have one underwear.

That is why she dun wear skirt..

Because according to esther, she always din wear underwear.

Ky suggested her wearing baju kurung, then people wouldnt know whether she got wear underwear anot.

Esther (suddenly blurted): i wan a spicy red underwear.

Grace: Wah.. got flavour wan ar? Why not choose banana yellow?

Esther: no.. i wan glow in the dark wan..

Grace: Esther scared her underwear will get lost in the dark..

Esther: eh.. glow in the dark bra is very sexy..

Grace: Cos they look as if they are floating in the dark.. Esther must be embarrassed by us because in university she won't have frens to embarass her anymore..

Jo (said out loud): Everybody.. Esther is wearing boxer now..

Esther: Oi.. dun wan say the name wan.

Jo (imagining in school with the PA system): Maaf kepada semua guru yang sedang mengajar. My name is (everyone of 6AS3 will start introducing their names except Esther). We would like to announce that our dear fren from 6AS3 is wearing her father's boxer tied with rubberband.

*Everybody from 6as3 except esther will be in the PA system room to introduce their name so that no one will be mistaken for the "main character".

Suddenly thunder... grrrrooommmmm...

Esther: Aiya.. my underwear is not going to be dry... Tomoro no underwear again..

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datz what happened.. lolx! luckily teacher wasnt there.. hehex!!

damn funny.. Esther arr.. u must joke around more.. lolx~

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datz all..
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sayonara
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""we have hopes coz we have love""
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~(JoLeNe)~
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im alwiz beside u,

when u put me into ur heart..

P.S 我.爱.你