whatever~

hey peeps~
just came bek home frm maths tuition..
blurr~~ @@"

kinda excited now! coz later going to nico's house and take angpow..
which will be the first house in kuantan i'll be visiting since CNY..
swt me~ datz y i got pretty excited.. ^^

i never go my fren's house and 'bai nian' before...
coz every year, my mom will avoid staying at kuantan..
for some stupid reasons.. =.=ll
and the children, aka me and my sisters will miss the fun of 'bai nian' at fren's house..
my mom will take a week off, which is equivalent to our school holidays,
and we'll be away for travelling m'sia..
she is so scary, especially the latest CNY, when she promised us not to go anywhere else except KL for the whole week..
but then day-3, she started her nonsense ady.. suddenly said wanna go Pulau Pangkor..
datz wat i call scary.. @@

i wonder how it feels when we go visiting our frens house..
it'll be totally different frm visiting a relative's house rite?..
i saw most of my frens enjoyed their moments..
next year if can, wanna stay in kuantan?
but then, i dunno if i can..
or willing to...?
zz

and another thing is..
i dont noe a thing about posting! !
i NEVER write letters.. and of coz NEVER send any packages..
i never even really go into the main post office before oso..
if i go there, what shall i do?
and i dont even noe how am i suppose to post a package..! !
how they count?
what i should prepare, forms or etc?
how much it'll cost?
what should i wrap it wif?
is there any limits??
argh~~ useless me.. >.<" but then, by posting it.. i can learn something new lor.. u better make sure u post something to me oso..
i BET u dont noe how either! ngekz~ xD

yesterday, my dear khai sai lou accompanied me in msn..
luckily he did..
he's getting more and more mature now diz young boy..
form 4 diz year.. same like sho pho evon.. =p
and he talked in a really funny way now..
like to 'zat' (kutuk) me.. like alwiz.. ish ish~
memang notty ler u joon kit..
he really made me laugh and laugh ny ytd midnite..
we chatted till..... 1am close to 2am i tink... lolx!
and i realised that ytd nite i laughed a lot oso..
coz i saw Kelvin's blog got few funny music videos..
damn FuNnY!!
like stupid gal nia, sit in front of my lappy, and laugh alone over thr.. >.<

i realised something..

u've changed.. a little, or a lot maybe?

izzit true?.. or am i just doubting too much?

well, i'll just alwiz comfort myself that im doubting too much..

saying that u're still u, and of coz im still me..

but those feelings recently..

i dont noe how to explain it..

itz hard.. and complicated, till i can hardly noe it myself..

im comparing u with....u last year?

ok fine~ time does change someone.. but then, not to critical plz?

argh~ dont make it bother me..

whatever..

datz all

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most:

saying something and wishing you had not,

or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

P.S. I Love You

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