sorry..

All the years, the thing dat I fear most in my relationship had just happened recently..
Of coz, I cant get my head thinking right whenever we started arguing..
Unpleasant words will just come out, and it’ll be forgotten by the next day..
They say when a couple argue or quarrel or conflicts, their relationship will stand longer and more stable..
But there’s a risk behind it oso.. it may end up sadly.. like break ups..

I knew it so well, that it were actually my faults.. whenever we tend to start arguing, I confessed, it was I who’s the naughty one..
I will alwiz tend to start the arguments..
Coz of my attitude I guess..
Either too sensitive, too choosy, too jealous or think too much (mostly negative of coz)..
I have to change.. I know itz gonna be really hard..
But when there’s no this kind of attitudes, I tink my relationship will go on more smoothly..

“independent” doesn’t mean that I don’t want you anymore silly..
It means that I can still go on even without or less contacting you..
I’d know that I’ll bother you a lot if I keep messaging you..
Dat is why I had decided to be a lil’ more independent..

But if that is how u define “independent”, then I shall take back my word..
I will NOT BE INDEPENDENT anymore..!
I’ll be like last time, stick to u as much as possible..
Im sick of being somebody who’s not me..
And im tired of the change in me..
Coz I don’t wanna lose you anymore.. even for a minute..

Im so sorry.. for whatever I did unpleased you..
I want my old times with you back..
Where u’ll be there whenever I needed you,
Whenever I need somebody to just hug me tight,
And whenever I needed somebody to listen to my probs..
I want you..

No more changes..
It’ll be like diz forever..

Im so sorry..
Love you so much..
And alwiz will..
*hugs and kisses*

forgive me..

and i beg you to please take care of yourself..

P.S. I'll Alwiz Love You