what feeling is diz?

itz been so long since i have diz feeling..
diz feeling never haunt me for a long time ady..
it begins when i took my afternoon nap today for 2 hours..

within that 2 hours, i dreamt of him..
itz not any special dream, just an ordinary one..
like what i used to dream other nights..
somehow, even less contact now, itz still as though he's close to me.. ^^

then when i woke up, i started to cry..
i have no idea where these tears came from..
it just flow down to my face, just like the heavy rain outside my house..
and i started missing him deeply..
the NEED of him hugging me,
the NEED of him holding my hand,
the NEED of him to kiss me,
the NEED of him to be by my side is getting really serious! >.<

i dont know, and im not sure, y i'll suddenly behave diz way..
if he had known diz, i tink he must be really mad at me..
the incident yesterday really scares me,
coz at that very moment, he's the 1st one to be in my mind..
and im so afraid that i cnt tell him how much i love him anymore..

but what i know is..
diz feeling will keep chasing me eventhough i kept trying to deny it..
it will just follow wherever i go, till the day i hold my last breath..

datz all..

sayonara..

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

it'll be too late then..
to tell u how much i love you,
and how much i needed you..
P.S. I Love You

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