argh~ emo emo go away pl0x

Again..
Diz stupid emo-thing came bek into me..
Or it never leave me?? @@”
One day, without fail, sure will have my very own emo moment..

It depends on what had happened..
~Like I cant understand a shyt thing bout a certain subject, I’ll get emo..
~Like I cant solve a problem involving calculations, I’ll get emo..
~Like I cant play properly in volleyball, I’ll get emo..
~Like I cant get any of my friend’s attention, I’ll get emo..
~Like I cant play my piano exam pieces well, I’ll get emo..
~Like somebody just did something to me just for a joke, I’ll get emo..
~Like somebody just said something offensive but jokingly, I’ll get emo..
~Like somebody just get into my way, I’ll get emo..
~Like my sisters just being annoying even though they didn’t mean it, I’ll get emo..
~Like im too worn-out and exhausted, I’ll get emo..
~Like when I think about my future, I’ll get REALLY emo..

Wow~ datz a LONG list on how I can get myself into the emo-world..
But then, that’s the fact, and im totally not cool bout it..
Im trying my best and as hard as I can, not to be like diz..
Itz not like I want myself to be that way,
But then, it just happen! And im totally out of control..

Yesterday, I was totally covered by my mood-swing after maths tuition..
And I quickly find a solution before I get my sister involved in it..
Coz usually when im not in the mood, honestly, Elaine will be at her worst!
She’ll get all the scoldings from me, all the shouting and yelling..
But still, she can hang in there, and be with me till im ok bek..
Sometimes, I really appreciated her to be beside me all the time..
Ok, about the solution, I tink the best way is to.. spent all my remaining credits,
TO MAKE A PHONE CALL! !
Hahax.. through that, I really can calm myself down more quickly..
Just a few nonsense talk, and I’ll be okay.. ^^
That oso if I called up a right person.. lolx~

Itz really nice to have my frens around..
Like babi grace, shamini and others..
For concerning bout me and to cheer me up..

I just hope that i can make a change to myself..

datz all

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

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