dont think bout it..

im trying so hard no to think bout it..

but the more i resist myself thinking,

the more suffering i get..

i'll tend to think more and more seriously,

and worst..

.

May is coming..

nearer than u can ever imagine..

and soon, somebody is gonna leave me..

and i have no idea when we can meet again..

.

somebody may think that itz useless..

to even think of us meeting again in the future..

but then, i'll just leave everything to fate..

.

i know itz forbidden to love you,

and i know itz sinful for what we're doing..

or what we had done..

but it cant stop me from loving you..

and i know u know that,

i simply cant leave without you..

.

whenever u are,

or whoever u'll be with in the future..

promise me u'll know, that im here..

loving and caring for every single part of u..

though itz gonna be hard for me saying goodbye,

but at least you know..

that I Love You so much..

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