19 November, 2010

broken-hearted

it sounded stupid right, but that is what i felt. And feeling now. Everyone will experience broken-hearted, what made us different is how broken will it be, or how deep will it hurt you?

You acted like you know me wholly, fully. But yet the truth is? You know only a partial of me. The other bigger part, you never really explored. And will you?

You've put a lot of pressure on me. What were they? Did you really realised it yourself? Or was it only because i've said a few things, that it made u realised? Anyhow it was done, im really glad you knew.

You kept asking me weird questions. And the most recent one, ''Will you hate me one day?''. How do you want me to answer that?! That's why, i kept silent. In fact, whenever arguing with you, i WILL prefer to keep silent! Because i think that's the best thing to do.

Leaving kuantan with a broken heart. Maybe i shouldnt even come back home? Maybe i should just stay at Kampar for good? Maybe my thinking of coming back here will make at least one person happy is just so fantasy-like and just shallow?

And btw, this IS for you. Just in case you're gonna ask me again.

Im leaving.

No comments: