my orbituary.

hey peepz~

im at my house now, yes, in kuantan. im so happy to be back home. get to sleep in my air cond room. get to online smoothly. get to meet the people who i wanted to meet. =)

anyway, here at home i have to study abit and to do my assignments. my first assignment today is to finish my orbituary assignment. itz hard for me to think about it, so just imagine how i can start to write it. i started writing by thinking all my loved ones. really. i wrote all of those while thinking each and everyone of them. by thinking of them, i think i have the courage and guts to finish my orbituary. maybe to me, this assignment is about this, cherishing all my loved ones around me. initially, just by thinking that i have to write about my very own orbituary, i felt so sad and wanted to cry so badly. but then one of the sub topic in existentiality chapter is about taking death positively and not a threat. so now, im trying to take death as positive as i could.

so here, is my orbituary.

in loving memory

CHAN JOLENE

1990 – 2086

Beloved great grandmother, grandmother, mother, wife, and friend to many, Died of old age and while in sleep at the Royal Bournemouth and Christchurch Hospital, United Kingdom. She was born in Kuantan, Pahang in Malaysia, the daughter of Wan Yoon Lien and Chan Chow Cheng. Had a stepfather Fung Soo Leong after mother was divorced in 2004. Lived happily with four other siblings, a brother Vincent, and three younger sisters Elaine, Celine and Irene.

Graduated from University Tunku Abdul Rahman and Liverpool John Moores University 4 years later. She was a successful forensic psychologist. Worked all the way from New Zealand, Canada, Switzerland and United Kingdom.

Dearly missed and lovingly remembered by:

Husband

Son

Two daughters

Four grandchildren

Two great grandchildren

Brother, Vincent

Three younger sisters, Elaine, Celine and Irene

A pet Labrador Retriever, Lucy Chan

and all relatives and friends

-We have hopes because we have love-

It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth –

And that we have no way of knowing when our time is up –

That we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.

i dont know what will happen later in my life. i hope i will really live my life to the fullest. i hope my classmates will also do their assignment, because now that i really think about it, i feel better-ly positive now. try not to avoid or not facing the death, because whether like it or not, we are going to die one day.

janne.

mostly, i was thinking bout you...

P.S. I Love You