suddenly i remembered..

that day i asked you randomly while walking with you...

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"have you ever imagined yourself, holding hands with me and walking along side with me now?"

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and then you answered anxiously...

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"NEVER! i never thought that i'll be holding your hands and walking with you right now.."

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somehow, i've been thinking bout this short conversation between us. and i thought, "you know what baby? i never thought bout this either. i never thought that somebody would be able to give me such happiness before in my life."

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i cannot see nor predict the future. but all i want is this moment not to end quickly. i want this moment to stay this moment forever. coz i have no idea how am i gonna live on without you here with me..

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im happy that u're here, happy that you can make me happy, happy that you're here protecting me, happy that you're there for me when everyone left me.

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forbidden love.. i know i shouldnt let this happen to me. but it happened. TWICE. i learned to let go of the first one, but i find it difficult for me in this one. or maybe, i dont want to let go of this? before it even started, i kept telling myself how much i dont want you, how much i hate you after knowing bout your relationship, how much i wanted to avoid you..

but the ugly truth is...ILYSM..

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but yet...

u cant be mine....