disappointment..

does everyone needs a particular reason to be disappointed?

does everyone feels the same when they feel disappointed?

does everyone recovers from a certain disappointment?

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since yesterday (thursday) when i came back from uni, i felt disappointed. i know how it feels, that's why im telling u, im disappointed. but the funny thing is, i have no clue what im disappointed about!

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myself..?

somebody else..?

my friends..?

my loved ones..?

lecturers..?

tutors..?

mama..?

myself again....?

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i have no idea, really. but what i know is, i came to my room, without any smile on my face whereby i should put a BIG BIG smile on my face as im done with my psychology presentation! i sat down in front of my lappy awhile, and went straight to bed. i thought i was going to be ok after waking up.

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the moment i woke up, the headache came. im tired of telling you guys how unbearable diz headache can be, and how much i dont like it!! plus, i was fweeaakking hungry coz by the time i woke up, itz night time already. when william came to bring me to eat, i dont feel like eating at all. i cant even finish a plain roti canai. =(

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i feel like im not me..

i feel like im not myself as before..

i feel like i cant recognise myself anymore..

i feel like i dont belong here..

i feel like i cant talk to anyone here..

i feel lonely..

i feel like going back..